PostMalone Posted August 30, 2016 Posted August 30, 2016 About 9-10 months ago me and my girlfriend at the time broke up, ever since then has it be a wild and wacky roller coaster that life has been. To answer some questions. 1) No i do not miss her 2) No i am not coming here to ask what should i do in order to win her back 3) We didn't break up due to infidelity but due to both parties causing faults that just couldn't be mended. For roughly 3-4 months my life was terrible after that, i got up improved myself all that good stuff. I currently posses a body better then I did before, I am stronger, psychically healthier than i was ever before. I've dated, and almost everything under the sun since then. My job is great, I am very well financially. However, for some reason every time i have some sort of relations with a girl i end up pushing her away and then hurting her - I disregarded females like its nothing now, irregardless of how many dates or how much we connect if i can hold a conversation with them so on and so forth. For some reason I can't find myself to actually have strong enough feelings for them - if there is any at all. The good ol' smash and dash is typically what i do now, just completely disregarding them when once i was not like this. No, i don't have an affinity for just smashing, honestly I don't care if it happens or not. Affection just seems to phase through me most of the time. I'm not depressed, sad, i'm not suicidal but i wonder if i can ever truly feel as if I love somebody again like I did before. Its a vicious cycle I keep repeating - I've abused alcohol, drugs during festivals etc. I'm not rushing for a relationship clearly. Has anybody gone through this as I am?
Nowty V Posted August 30, 2016 Posted August 30, 2016 All I can say is Karma's a bad bitch... If you keep emotionally abusing women in your 'Smash & Dash' gratification raids sooner or later it will catch up with you. It will come in the form of a female, it will lead you such a merry dance and leave you a dribbling wreck of a human being. Just be careful and treat all people with respect. 1
Satu Posted August 30, 2016 Posted August 30, 2016 You need to stop using and abusing women, and face up to your pain. The fact that you got hurt, doesn't give you the right to hurt others. Spend some time alone, sorting yourself out. That means no hookups, no fwb, no dating, no gf. No alcohol, no drugs. Get some therapy. Take care. 1
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