Iamstrong Posted August 13, 2016 Posted August 13, 2016 Hello to everyone! This will be my first thread here and I have a feeling that it's gonna be a long one! sorry... And also, i'm sorry for my grammar, english is not my main language! So here's my story: My first relationship started 1 year and 8 months ago. I was 20 years old. We met at a house party. I had no intention whatsoever to start a relationship with him or anyone else. Long story short, he had a specific charm that i couldn't resist and two weeks later we were officialy in a relationship. At first it was like a dream, he was so nice, everything i could ask for. But 4 months later, i got a confirmation on my request to a program which required me to leave to the USA for 4 months (i'm from Europe). We agreed that we are gonna stay toghether in this period. I left to the USA and during those 4 months all we did was fight. The night that i came back he broke up with me, but the next day, when we actually met ( to discuss things) he acted like nothing happened and i went along. But our relationship never went back to the way it was. He was distant ( i realize it only now). I always tought that he is like this because of his situation with his family... And that he loved me. Then last year of university came. I was so stressed out and our relationship was colder then ever. I got no suport whatsoever from him. Then one day i woke up and said no more! I'm gonna break up with him so that he can realize what he is missing and come back begging. Huuuuuuge mistake. Tree days later i was the one appologizing and begging him to take me back. He had no desire to do that, or to initiate contact with me. I was miserable... For weeks and a girl later ( i wouldn't say girl more like @!#%* and this was not my opinion) that he took out on dates he contacted me. From there it was just like i hoped it will be, we met, we made up, he took me home to his family right the next day, everyone was soooooo happy to see me. One month later one day out of the blue he dumped me on Faceebook (!!!!) saying he loves me but he needs to find some things out in his life and he really wants to be alone. It's not me, or anything i did. He want's us tu be friends and talk and meet( i knooooooow i knooow...).it was totally out of the blue, because he was so nice and seemed ok during this month. I did not beg this time, didn't even ask him not to broke up with me, i just told him i respect his decision and i hope he will find happiness, he wished the same for me and that's it. He never once contacted me since then ( 7 days ). Neather did I. I know that this time we won't get back together, but it hurts that he hasn't contacted me since, like our time togheter never even existed. I have a strog feeling that there's someone else involved (i asked him during the break up and he said no it is not true). I just can't accept that what for me was my first ever, and deepest love for him doesn't matter at all. What is your opinion? Will he initiate contact?
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