sepsep Posted July 27, 2016 Posted July 27, 2016 3 years ago I started working at my job, it was my fresh start... I moved to Boston from California because my mom had just passed away from cancer and I just wanted to have a fresh start. Meanwhile I was in a long distance relationship with my current husband who I also met during the time my mother was ill back at my home country. Last year I started having feelings for my boss... we have just opened a new store I was the manager and I was falling for him. he had a reputation of sleeping around with the different women especially the ones that work for him. I always thought he wasn't happy in his personal life with his wife and maybe that was the reason he kept wondering around. I was engaged at the time and it was taking a long time for my husband to get here. I was depressed and I was tired of waiting. I found out he was sleeping with the girl that worked there... I was so upset... after a few months we started getting closer and closer and he told me he was not the guy for me and that he didn't want to hurt me. But I thought I could make him happy. So happy that he would leave others. He knew that I knew about him and the other women. He said there were 7. We have been in a relationship for a little more than a year... at first he was excited and he kept asking to see me but for the past 3 4 months we don't even talk on the phone anymore or text we only see each other at work... I kept asking him if there was someone new and keeps telling me no. But it's so hard to believe. He has lied to me and hide things and I kept finding out and I kept telling him why he couldn't just be honest with me. I have been in so much pain and he just doesn't get it I think.. I loved him so much and I kept telling him I would do anything for him.. but he doesn't even pay attention to me anymore like I don't exist. He says he is busy but I think if he really cared he could make an hour to come and see me. He depended on me a lot for work I was working 80 hours weekly with salary pay of 50 hours..i didn't mine because I wanted to make him happy... but recently I was in so much pain I was seriously thinking of suicide.. I hate my life with my husband I have no feelings for him. And the one I love barely shows me any feelings. I quit my job last week and he keeps asking me to go back to my job but I just can't...it's too painful... he told me he was disappointed because he thought we work with each other for ever... but honestly that was not my goal. My goal was to make him happy and it seems like I wasn't good enough.. do u think I made a mistake ending it? I'm really heart broken
Adelinebrie Posted July 30, 2016 Posted July 30, 2016 I think your decision is good. Of course it is so hurt right now but it is a step to regain the happy version of you
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