alsudduth Posted July 17, 2016 Posted July 17, 2016 Has anyone else had these experiences post DDay? I have been sleeping like a log and having intensely vivid dreams, that I can't remember when I wake up. I love to dream, I feel like it's some kind of stress relief that my sub concience(sp?) Is spewing. I also still have to stop myself when I start panicking about secrets that I no longer have. It's nice to be able to tell myself to relax and mean it since I have nothing else to hide, but of course I'd much prefer to not have the panic at all. Anyway, just some post A / post Dday insights that I hadn't thought about. And as a quick update, things are going ok. My husband has been loving to me and seems to be interested in allowing me the time to prove that we are worth the struggle. I've still had NC with the OM and I am good with that. I hope it will only get better. Still a long ways to go, but I have hope for us. 3
Lobe Posted July 20, 2016 Posted July 20, 2016 I've had some rather vivid fake "flashback" type dreams about my WH fisting his AP. It's very b-grade porno - I wish I could forget them before I'm fully conscious lol 1
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