My coworker got to have the life I always wanted. In the meantime, I never had a girl

[TotalDevistation]

My coworker married his high school sweetheart. He was showing me pictures of their wedding, them when they were younger, and pictures of the baby they had together. He was a wild teenager growing up and got to have the normal, typical teen life. He wasnt sheltered like me. He met his wife when she was 15. They went all throughout high school together and then they got married after high school. They have a baby together now.

 

She was beautful. He was an attractive stud []. It is unbelievable how much they both have changed over the years. They look completely different than the "old" pictures. He is now 21 (my age).

 

In the meantime I never had a girlfriend. The girl I crushed on like mad is now in love with a black boy she is in a serious relationship with.

 

This has sort of set me off badly. Between me being envious of my coworker's life and seeing the girl I crushed on with another man, I am just so depressed I cannot stand myself.

 

I want to live another life so bad. I feel like I pissed away my adolescent years. I am still reaping that till this day. This may be a coorelation as to why I like teen girls.

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[GunslingerRoland]

Why is he your model for jealousy? He can't have lived that wild of a teenage life if he was with the same girl since 15.

 

 

You are so young still, start dating, and you can date many women, and still meet the right one and settle down by 30... You'd think you were 67 by the way you talk about your wasted youth. lol

[CarrieT]

Do you realize that the number of high-school romances that end in marriage also end in divorce when these people hit their 30s?

 

Don't be so envious. You are all still babes with tons of growing to go....

[mrs rubble]

You're hardly past it at 21......gee's how I'd love to be 21 again (and know what I know now).

Don't ever compare yourself to someone else, you have no idea what their real story is. I remember a few years ago feeling quite sorry for myself and envious of an old school friend's exciting sounding life. I wasn't in that sad spot for too long and she hasn't stayed in happyville either.

 

We all have our ups and downs. Do things that make you happy, when you're happy inside, you're at your most attractive to others.

[TotalDevistation]

You're hardly past it at 21......gee's how I'd love to be 21 again (and know what I know now).

Don't ever compare yourself to someone else, you have no idea what their real story is. I remember a few years ago feeling quite sorry for myself and envious of an old school friend's exciting sounding life. I wasn't in that sad spot for too long and she hasn't stayed in happyville either.

 

We all have our ups and downs. Do things that make you happy, when you're happy inside, you're at your most attractive to others.

 

 

But I can never make love as magical to a girl as her first love. With each failed relationship, the heart becomes more guarded. You dont give your all with such intensity ad you did your first love.

[TotalDevistation]

Do you realize that the number of high-school romances that end in marriage also end in divorce when these people hit their 30s?

 

Don't be so envious. You are all still babes with tons of growing to go....

 

First loves are special. And I feel I can never make love as magical and new to a woman as her first love did. With each failed relationship, the heart becomes more guarded.