Lorenza Posted July 1, 2016 Posted July 1, 2016 I had a meeting with an old ex. We talked a lot and I once again apologized to this guy for all the wrongs I've done (I was a very unstable girlfriend and made him go through a lot). Somehow after that conversation I got into my mind that I was the one to blame for not making it work my most recent ex the one I broke up with too. Don't know what happened to me. So we talked on phone, he blamed me a lot and listed number of things he thinks makes us incompatible but was also getting really mad about me listing his. We were keeping things opened to maybe meet up and try to reconcile, but... We ended up fighting and after we hung up, I wrote to him, that I'm coming to his side of the city to talk face to face. To which he didn't answer at first. I got onto the train but quickly came up to my senses and was about to write "never mind, that's a crazy idea, I'm turning around, dunno what's got into me" but he managed first with a "don't come here, fuouocking back off". It really shocked me, cause I literally did nothing wrong to this guy. We broke up cause we couldn't find common ground and I was always kind and loving gf, despite some arguments. I answered: "wow, hurts that you talk to me like this... Maybe let's never talk again, bye" and his answer: "don't **** with me. I wanted to meet you next week, but you clearly can't handle it. **** you, bye". After that he blocked me on both accounts on facebook and on Instagram. I have a heart condition and it went into crazy palpitation mode after I got stressed out about getting such undeserved, harsh words, was about to get call an ambulance. I feel so hurt by such words. I don't deserve them... Even if we broke up, how could he talk to me like that, I wanted to make this a civil breakup...
jen1447 Posted July 1, 2016 Posted July 1, 2016 Eh, some ppl/things are just destined to fail, and sometimes very dramatically. (That's why we have drama queens.) Try not to obsess over that but do you have someone who can keep an eye on you til your heart issue evens out? I know that's a scary thing. ((Hugs))
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