helo23 Posted June 5, 2016 Posted June 5, 2016 So it has been a few months since i posted anything. I decided to really focus on myself and managed to get into an amazing uni in paris. I made positive changes and i havent been that happy in a while. he is still on my mind but i see my life very positively without him. I learned the other day that he has a new girlfriend .. he is dating his sister's best friend that lives in an other country . It crushed me but it helped me so much to move on ! I saw him a few days after the news because it was a big party and when i saw him i realized that i didnt love him anymore ! i felt more pity for him and not in a good way .. All his friends were there but he was all by himself very drunk and didnt look good and i enjoyed it so much... he was pathetic ... I know i shouldn't be happy about that but i can't help it ... I suffered so much ... He is still on my mind but i find myself wanted to rebuilt something with someone else.. I didn't know who yet , but i'm already so happy to know that i will find someone better for me. And I have this guy that I really like .. We dont really know each other but we have met a couple times and i always found him so attractive . Not only physically but more of the attitude that he has and his behavior .. I saw him last night because we were working the same event . I didnt give him a lot of attention but we talked a bit and he came a few times to me ... and checked me out a bit ... Im just not his style... He likes brunette Mediterranean type and im a blondy.. That sucks ! And the worst is that i have been so focused on my ex that i dont even know how to behave towards him and i feel like i dont know how to do it anymore .. We dont know each other much but i would love to get to know him and give it a shot if its worth it ... Any help and advise would be amazing =)
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