miafarrow Posted May 27, 2016 Posted May 27, 2016 So since I ve broke up a month ago something short, I ve felt pretty down. I texted my brothers friend who I know for 10 years. At college we used to meet couple of times for study material. We used to study in a library all together including my brother. He never flirted with me directly. Few years later he started texting me for my birthday, Christmas and stuff. We exchanged couple of texts and nothing happened. I ask my brother if he likes me, does he know anything. He said no. My brother is pretty caring, protecting and possessive over me and his friend knows that. 2 years ago we went on camping together. He asked for my best friends number and asked her out. I didn't care, I was in a process of somebody else. But she declined him couple of times. Few weeks later he started texting me. He is a nice guy and we always used to talk for hours when we were at some parties or something. So we texted and we went out couple of times. Nothing happened! And I was like wtf? He didn't even try to kiss me. Eventually I broke this thing off because the texting thing became him sending me out of nowhere his nude pic. I got turned off. He doesn't even kiss me or flirts and now he is like lets be **** friends. Few months later last year I was like bored and drunk at noon home alone with my friend. And I justbtwxted him if he wants to drop by because I am alone. He wasn't in town, then I left the city. I was just joking and directly like invited him for sex... Later when he came back few weeks. He texts me his Dick. I was like wtf???? I told him I have a bf now... lol (I didn't but sometimes I like to test people) We didn't talk since then. Meanwhile we went camping 3 months ago. I didn't want to go. But I was like ok. He started texting me some normal things... For a month. I was abroad. Last text at that time was some sex advice what do women like out of nowhere. I didnt reply. I was passed again. He is normal and nice ande then texts me poon stuff and in person he never tried anything, but he find me like attractive and nice. Wtf? So, 5 months later which is nowadays. I was with a friend and texted him how is he doing. We texted constantly for 4 days on my vacation. No sex talk. Then I was like if he wants to drop by. I told my friend that he does wants to drop by. And she was like do it. I d like that you at least ruck with him since its going on for years and years and he is a Pusey. So we did it. Well a dude is like 33 and seems so inexperienced, but some how it was like the best sex I ve ever had evnthought he didn't come because we did it like for an hour on and off and he had issues. After he stayed for a couple of hours I couldn't send him home lol. He even ask me for a dinner since I live with my bro and he was out. I was like he is not coming. I ve told him that sex was good and that he doesn't need to feel bad. We made jokes about it later. So week after that I texted him and he replied. Some normal chat for couple ooh days. Then after 3 days he send me some normal photo on a motorcycle. Ok... I asked him if we are meeting soon. He said yeah like tomorrow or day after that. I was like ok... So those days passed by. Its actually 5 days and I ain't texting him. My point. I don't know how to approach this situation. We are like texting for days again, now he is like normal and doesn't bomb me with poon stuff out of no where or pictures of his Dick. I am like super horny around him. So far I am good, but I don't wanna be mean but. I want to use him like fwb, so does he. At least he toold me that couple of months ago when he didn't initiate anything. Back then I was like wtf man? We only had dinner and booze couple of times and you can't even make a move. My point- somehow I am getting over the other guy, on the other hand I don't want to meet this friend. We will be like having an affair while no one knows and we have a lot of mutual friends! And I am definitely sure some of us will fall in love. He is acting weird and I am worried about that. I am also worried about myself. Because we are like both having the need to randomly text daily stuff. Last time he texted me he is going at his friend. And no Dick lol... he is normal now. I am normal now. Should I continue this?
Author miafarrow Posted May 27, 2016 Author Posted May 27, 2016 (edited) I ve reread my post and its confusing. Sorry! I am like this loll.. What bothers me is this. We like had sex. It was like. Hey I am on my way home do you want to do it? And he is like ok, lets do it. Ok I am horn. I am horny too. Stop texting me I am driving. He comes to my house I make a move and kiss him and we do it for an hour like some teenagers doing it for the first time because he had problems. But okay its not about his erection problems or how he has issues with putting a condom.. I had nice time and it was actually good. Then after all of this. He is like acting normal and keeps communication normal. Even thought I dont send settings. I randomly since we did it text him my blobs in a bra. And he ignores that saying like I like this. Then the next day he is like texting photos of him having fun with his guys and and what will he do and stuff. And I am like okay... lets be friends and text normal... He was even happy when I told him as a joke mostly that he should take me out on a nice dinner 5 days ago. And he wants to do it. And part of me is confused. This guy as I told is normal and nice but sometimes too pushy horny when I didn't give him any reason to be. And now when we did it. I was expecting him to be like horn and text me some sexstuff since we actually did it. And he is like being nice and even likes everything on my Facebook which everybody of our 50 mutual friends. sees daily. I don't know what do do. I am a human, horny and I expected some sex talk so far since something finally happens and I wouldn't mind that now. And now he is texting me stuff like we are starting some relationship and sharing everyday stuff. And I have these needs too. I am getting confused. I am like this is supposed to be just sexual thing so... why is both of us bloody starting ti ignore it and have needs to report our everyday life and not sex stuff. He is ignoring my attempt to some sex texting. Why? I am like getting vibes that I like him more then a friend then I am getting cold and dont want him to contact me at all because its the hormones and I am f..ued up because of my recent breakup. All I know is that he is acting too nice and not like some ruck buddy after all it happened two weeks ago and I am starting to act like him too. But I need to say no. We are. at the start and... its getting too much of dating stuff very fwb stuff. Zero sex things. Its weird. Its supposed to be opposite. I guess we both have some strong feelings about each other over these 10 years and that is why the things go to opposites direction from both of us.???? Edited May 27, 2016 by miafarrow
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