MadKurlz Posted June 22, 2005 Posted June 22, 2005 Me and significant other were talkning on the phone a few weeks ago and we couldnt continue the convo on the phone cus we were both at work. Read my email first, and then there is his. i know ur busy, and this was just a lot easier for me to type then say and take up too much time on the phone. i now see what u mean about expressing how u feel. cant find the words. so typing them is a lot easier. i feel very comforted when im with you. secure. happy. have fun. we never argue. u never made me angry. and we are freaks lol. who culd ask for anything more. i guess that is why i felt the way i did for you. how can u not want to be in a relationship with a person that makes u feel all those things? it just felt right. i guess i was wrong I sd things on friday night, some things that i didnt mean, (like never seeing u again) due to my confusion, and pain. i stress it to u again, im not saying these things cuz i want u to be my night in shining armor. i just want to make myself clear, as u do know we have a communication issue. you and ur family were a very important part of my life and I feel like there is a void now. i hate that empty feeling. cant eat, sleep, concentrate on anything. just cant help but feel that i was not an important part of ur life. Its so easy for you, and i wish i could do the same thing. ..........but thats not me. i love to feel and love and talk and play and show how i feel. thats just me. i dont hate u. i know that i can count on u. so hurry up and finsh my bafroom HIS REPLY WAS: i know ur not doing this cuz u want me to be ur night in shining armor. i knew u didnt meanit when u said u didnt want to see me again. and it aint easy for me cuz i dont like to see u hurt. u are an important part and im sorry i dnt express that to you in a way that makes u feel important. ivette was my best friend for a long time( before all da bull**** happend), but you've become a better friend to me than she ever was. one of the reasons this seems so easy for me is cuz i know ur not gonna hate me and i know we're gonna be friends. thats why i dont overreact and why i dont say much when you say things like u dont wanna talk to me for months. i knwo its jus cuz u r upset. theres somethigns that ONLY time can heal. of course were still gonna hang out and of course ur still gonna come over nad of course were still gonna talk **** and of course im gonna win da bet. Well, i guess i can safely say he just doesnt feel it for me. Mind you we were together for a year, i practcally moved in with the guy. i was there all the time, but I was alwasy confused on how he felt about me. this was not the first time he reminded me that his feelings werent as strong as mine. but he sd that he did feel something. obviously it wasnt much. I guess it just took me awhile to accept it. Its just so hard to get over this cus we are still friends. His parents dont know we ended things, they think we are together. And get this, we have a dasney vaca planned for september.
Groovy Posted June 24, 2005 Posted June 24, 2005 You may be better off not being friends. If you really have moved on and can handle seeing him as a friend fine. If not then just keep your distance. It doesn't sound like you have split up but the relationship sounds very mediocre. I'd say he is saying he is not interested. I'm a picky girl. My guy does my yard work for me each week, pays for all the dinners and is crazy about me. That's how I prefer it. It doesn't sound like this guy is interested in trying to impress you or is going out of his way to offer you much. Look at what your getting out of this and decide if it is worth it. It doesn't sound like what a girl wants. I'd say find someone better and just enjoy the memory....
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