4 years of relationship -Now broke up for second time.. me ..It hurts

[Magikrish]

Hi ,

 

I am 28 and she is 22...started in friendship..went through as love..and ended as lesbian...

Iam basically a light hearted person..my weakness is my love and care...

I have been in 3 relationship past ...but nothing great than this girl..

She is smart,nice girl..

I loved her with all i had....and i still love her..after she broke me badly..for some guy...in her work place..

I would not accept that she has gone...i feel the touch...smell of her...thoughts hitting my mind daily...

Become impossible for me to sleep in nights...makes me feel like stupid..Iam not doing the job now..I left the job..only for her..please help...me...i cant even say my family or friends about this...It kills me...my tears are shedding all the way...

[Magikrish]

Hi ,

 

I am 28 and she is 22...started in friendship..went through as love..and ended as lesbian...

Iam basically a light hearted person..my weakness is my love and care...

I have been in 3 relationship past ...but nothing great than this girl..

She is smart,nice girl..

I loved her with all i had....and i still love her..after she broke me badly..for some guy...in her work place..

I would not accept that she has gone...i feel the touch...smell of her...thoughts hitting my mind daily...

Become impossible for me to sleep in nights...makes me feel like stupid..Iam not doing the job now..I left the job..only for her..please help...me...i cant even say my family or friends about this...It kills me...my tears are shedding all the way...

 

 

Even though she broke me into pieces iam madly in love with her...

[j21bird]

I know the feeling man. My girlfriend of 9 years ended things 5 months ago. Things were had slowly but surely cooled off over the last year. I agreed with her that it was time to move on. It did not hurt me that much for the last months. Then a couple weeks back in a moment of weakness I texted her. She responded by saying she needs space and is seeing someone new. It stings big time man. I know how you are feeling. You are not alone brother.

 

Deep down I know she was not the right woman for me, but it still hurts like hell. My advice is to not fight the pain, the grief, the emotion. Just let the emotions flow.

 

Focus on you during this time, exercise-lift weights, have the best diet ever. Invest in you- read books and articles about how to become an even better man.

 

The way that life works is the same way a muscle works; without some adversity the muscle will not grow. The same is with the heart and the soul, you grow and learn the most during times of adversity.

 

You will get through it.

[Magikrish]

thank you...but iam a girl..bro...iam lesbian...this is about a girl....she stamped all of my love ...i cant raise back...

[Magikrish]

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