americanidiot Posted May 3, 2016 Posted May 3, 2016 I am so lost, it may be long, but I need to tell the whole story for clarity and it's to the point I am close to asking my mother about this lmao. So, theres this girl that I work with. For some reason she is obsessed with lesbians, just fasinated and curious (she straight) To the point where she tried to hook me and another lesbian up. But it's not obvious that I am lesbian. Whenver I tell people, they just can't believe it. So since this other lesbian found out I was gay, she's been talking to me more, giving me head nods. I catch her staring at me quite frequently and whenver I catch her she gives me her nods...She's always joking around with me. I think she is very touchy, especially since I don't know her like THAT. Ill try to think of some specific things. -One day, she gave me a dirty look all of a sudden so I jokingly gave her the finger and she asked me if i wanted to fight i said YEA and we got into a play fight. All I did was give her a light tap punch on the stomach, in response she semi fell on top of me. Like she shifted her weight on me and we almost lost our balances and fell. -I wear a choker, so she decided to pull on my choker and snap it against my neck.My natural response is to put my hands around her neck and flick her in her wind pipe xD -As I was talking to another co-worker all of a sudden, I saw her getting really close to my face i dont know what for, but I stop dead in my tracks and said "get the **** out my face" We're always jokingly being mean to eachother, it's great. BUT THERE'S A TWIST. AND THIS IS WHERE I GET CONFUSED. Theres another girl (we'll call her #2) This other girl has a son though, if shes bisexual, I dont know about it. I know them two text and talk, but i dont know if I am overanalyzing since I like her and feel a little jealous or if she is trying to get a reaction out of me by trying to make me jealous since she may like me? But it was her birthday over the weekend, and girl #2 was laughing and turned to me and said "_____ won't take my "special offer" for her birthday" I asked both what the special offer was, but neither told me... About 15 minutes later, all three of us were talking and this "special offer" came up. and the girl I like asked #2 if she was going to tell me. Girl #2 said "But babe thats just between us." In response, the girl I liked said "I thought it was A,B,C" and pointed to all three of us. This was a week or 2 ago. 2 days ago, I went to work and this was a conversation we had.. Her:"what youre not talking today?" ( i never say hi first bc sometimes she doesn't talk actually) Me:?"no not really" (all in good fun and joking) Her:thats fine, you can go away now. Me: no I'll stay.? We repeated go away, stay like 5 times. In the midst of all that, she said we're not friends anymore... I said, "we were friends?" That really bothered her I think. But really, it caught me off guard.. we never talk outside of work, we dont know THAT much about eachother to be considered friends. I just didn't know she considered me a friend after knowing so little.? The next day, I say hi to her I joke around and say "so youre not talking today?" She just replied by saying were not friends She doesn't have to talk to me...? I gave her my number She couldve texted me---nothing. I really do like her, and After this, I think she likes me back, I mean why get so sensitive over something so small? How can I make it up to her.? What do I do I feel like i ruined everything. what does it seem like she is doing..??? BTW she has a tattoo that says "trust no woman" lol thanks in advance if you read this long thing and replied it means alot bc i am lost. ?
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