Justkeepswimmingg Posted April 21, 2016 Posted April 21, 2016 So I'm new to this. So me and her met young, it was love at first sight the second we met we fell hard for each other. Six months later she was pregonant and moved in with me. When we first met she was 17 I was 19. Everything was great we were happy and in love, occasionally some rough fights but always fixed so fast. After the baby are sex life really died down and occasionally we would fight or have a break but always knew we loved each other. Now I'm 22 and she's 20. We had a big break recently about 2 months ago but we made it thru it. Then after she came home we were doing great well at least I thought. But one day I received a message from her friend that her and her x were talking on are break . I was upset but told her I wanted to know the truth. She told me it wasn't while we were dating so it didn't matter. Then I was upset and told her I wanted to fix things and needed to know she was so upset I found out I told her we need to Tell the truth or just break up . By the time I got home she was gone and wouldn't say a word to me. Then I find out they've been texting for weeks even after are break . I was at the point of begging for her back and she told me she loved me but we didn't fit and she didn't wanna marry me( right after are break she showed me rings she likes and houses. I was so broken it was so out of the blue, her ex also got cought and him and his girl worked it out and are better than ever , I actually believe there not texting anymore, then the first week I begged pleaded and tried to reason and she was blank or had a smile on her face and said she dosent see a future with me but she dosent know what the future holds. After a week I tried no contact, wel limited contact I see are som half the time so we have to see each other . I only text her about him and that's it. Today she dropped him Off and came to pick up some of her stuff I played it off and acted happy also freshly shaven house was unpacked and clean and I feel like I looked a lot better than I was. She at first seemed happy but after the ten min of her leaving she seemed almost sad or just blank again. I love her more than life itself and would do anything for them. I can't read her and I just want to know if she's done for good or not. Since we had the baby she was a stay at home mom and I worked a lot to support them. Yeah are sex life wasn't great and yes I should have got her hints better , but I asked her all the time after the first break if she wanted to talk or if she was happier and she said she was fine. Then after she left she said she wasn't happy and she felt like she couldn't talk to me even tho i tried so hard at the end . Im at About a week limited contact and the week before that was pleading , I'm slowly better than I was but I want her so bad I want to know if I should let go or not
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