ohaganiall Posted April 19, 2016 Posted April 19, 2016 This is my first time posting here and apologies in advance for the grammar. This day has been coming for a while and I know it is the last bump on the road to clear my mind of her. Tomorrow would have been our 2 year anniversary but instead we are separated for 7 months and 6 months of NC… suppose that is something to celebrate. The break up came out of the blue, a month before we had a plan of things to do together… places to see, things to do, explore life together. Little did I know her dance partner and her we getting extremely close together. The same week she broke it off with me I did what most do, try to salvage the relationship. The same week he contacts me and threatens me to leave his ‘girlfriend’ alone. My best friend and the one who I held closest to my heart had been lying to me the last few weeks together. She went cold, dropped all communication and blocked me on fb. Was this because she moved on or knows that she messed up after lying to me and faking plans with me? This tore me apart for a few months but I have done my best to move on and forget her. Got accepted for a research masters programme, hired for a part time job, back in the gym, finished my third triathlon, travelled abroad for a week on my own, started to give dancing a go and yoga classes. I am so happy how far I have come and how this website has helped me. Tomorrow is stuck at the back of my mind, the temptation to contact her is so strong but I have a feeling she is still with the guy she left me for and I know there is NOTHING I can say that will benefit me. Guess this is me venting the anger that I have been hiding for a while. For those who have started NC, it is a struggle at first but you do have to kick yourself in the ass to make yourself better. Everything happens for a reason… “Don’t wait for the right person to come into your life. Make yourself the right person to walk into someone else’s life”. 2
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