yololin Posted March 29, 2016 Posted March 29, 2016 A time to reflect is always nice. A talk to myself. I'ts been a year since I last visited this site. At that time I was a total love lorn philosophizing wreck. This is my dating history. I had 3 very serious long term relationships which in total lasted almost a decade. I had totally happy relationships. Disney and a happy ever after was real to me. The last one totally drained me and destroyed my innocent beliefs in people. In 2015 I found myself healing, single and a fairly popular guy with the ladies. My friends introduced things like tinder and okcupid to me, and I was off. I was dating maybe 2-3 girls a week, ranging from just a few dates to months of activity. It was a wild year and I gained plenty of experience. I'm full of confidence now. First time in my life I was a player. I noticed that being around women who desire you, makes you realise that in fact, there are a lot more women who present themselves to you; women whom you would rather not sleep with, than women you'd want. And not just with sexual stuff. There are a lot more personalities and backgrounds that I'm not attracted to. In total I must have had a romantic interest with around 30 women. Recently, things have come back full circle and my last long term gf came back to me. She apologised and begged for me back. I'm with her again, but I've changed my perspective on dating and relationships. I know that I really like her, but at the same time I'm not attached. I feel so powerful. Once you accept the fact that you might end up totally alone forever, you learn to be independent and develop the ability to seek the company you want, nothing can shake you. 2
Author yololin Posted March 29, 2016 Author Posted March 29, 2016 it makes me cringe to look back at my previous posts, rants and complaints. I was so innocent and naive back then. None of those situations rock me now.
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