depressed00 Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 It's been a month since my ex/or boyfriend (i don't even know what he is) of 1.5 years told me we should spend some time apart...we're not breakingup but we need time apart HE hasnt called me since..so i guess he's not thinking of me at all..right? You'd think I WOULD start to feel better but it feels like its getting WORSE everyday..There isn't a day that goes by that I don't cry.. the morning when i wakeup,at night,all day. IT FEELS like im in this deep dark hole a million feet deep and i can't get out...IM so tired and confused i don't know what 2 do. Im 20 yrs old and I live at home with my parents but their at work allday so I end up being home alone all day,schools out so I have nothing to do, my mind stays stuck on him all day. I don't really have a huge group of friends but the ones I do have ARE All busy doing there own thing...most of the day im in bed and cant get out of bed The question is...DOES he not think about me or miss me??WONDER how im doing or anything??it seems like he's getting along fine without me. AND im here and i cant get out of this pit im in I mean I use to talk 2 him all day..HE was the first person I spoke 2 in the morning AND the last person i talk to at night..WE use to talk on the phone like 10 times a day sometimes for hours I just feel like i cant let this go.......I feel so sad and depressed,I just dont see myself with anyone else,trusting anyone else or feeling comfortable with anyone else IS IT THAT HE FEELS HE CAN WALK AWAY FROM ME WHENEVER HE WANTS AND HE CAN COME BACK WHENEVER HE WANTS?? I DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO...ANY ADVICE? PLEASE! SORRY its so long i just needed to vent
laRubiaBonita Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 OMGF~ girl! You soooooo need to get YOUR OWN life! Get a part-time job, lay oot in the sun at 10:30......... just get your arse outta bed! you are making yourself deppressed, and for what? some guy? NO WAY!!! do not EVER settle! you are worth soo much more than his sheeat.
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