Author Charlie99909 Posted March 28, 2016 Author Posted March 28, 2016 I found myself missing them less and less this weekend. This morning, was a tad different. I'm mad at myself for being so weak and missing someone who doesn't care about me. What I think I'm really missing is the family dynamic. But I for sure miss holding her hand while I sleep.
sorano Posted March 29, 2016 Posted March 29, 2016 Hang in there man. we all miss them even if they were evil towards up. its weird.
Author Charlie99909 Posted April 3, 2016 Author Posted April 3, 2016 Today marks 4 weeks since she broke up with me. It's been a long haul and I've been doing a lot of reflecting. I've learned a lot of things about myself and I feel that, even though I miss her and her daughter; I could never take her back if she came back. I couldn't do that to myself again. For awhile part of me want to talk to her brother but why should I try and convince someone to be with me who doesn't want to? I'm still not at the point of being able to talk to her and if I never be, that's fine. I do wish her and her daughter well. But, it's been hard even trying to meet new people to talk to again. At least when it and to looking at my projects I realized, I don't need to worry about spending on dates so go ahead and rebuilt that engine! Ahaha! Anyway, thank you guys for your encouraging words. I may from time to time miss what we had. But I don't miss her.
sorano Posted April 4, 2016 Posted April 4, 2016 yes, 4 weeks is still too soon. I think its been 3 or 4 months for me. I lost track. I have been talking to 5 women these past few weeks. Last thursday my friend and I went to a classy lounge. we spoke to 4 different group of women in the matter of 3 1/2 hrs. I ended up getting one girls number. I went out on two dates as well. I didn't feel it so I told her she wasn't for me. ever since I got dumped, I am very very very picky on who I want now. Not sure if thats good or bad. Lots of stuff has been happening. The brain only remembers the good times we had with our ex's. But if you think of the bad, you will say, why the hell would I want to be with someone like that? There are times I call my ex every single curse word in the book. Other days, I look back and start to feel very very bad for her. Like almost I want to be there and help her bc she is so messed up in the head. It was her doing. Maybe she is happy now, maybe she's not. All I know, I was with someone that was as real as a three dollar bill. 1
Author Charlie99909 Posted April 11, 2016 Author Posted April 11, 2016 I had a relapse this weekend. I felt really good and then I ended up hooking up with someone at a bar and the next morning all I could do is think of the other woman and how much I missed her. I thinking about therapy, but I'm not 100% on it. The last few days I feel low.
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