messedmarc Posted March 3, 2016 Posted March 3, 2016 (edited) Hi everyone, I've been in a LTR for a little more than 4 years with this guy. We were living together for 2 years. I moved to another city last summer because of school. I'm a bit shy and have problems making new friends, but i managed to make one during the first week in my new program. That guy later admitted that he had feelings for me while i said to him that i was in a relationship already and that i was sorry. We were still friends afterwards although some times he was off, distant and sad. I'm NOT proud of it but i cheated... but i came to my senses and i said to him that we had to stop. The thing is i was not into my SO physically anymore.. During christmas break, he said that our friendship was over because of all of this. I was sad, but i understood. When we came back from the break, i realized how much he ignored me and i was shocked. I became distant from my SO and after one week, i broke up to be with that guy. I was feeling fine, relieved, for about a month after this and things between this new guy and me were going good, but now, i'm devastated and i'm having regrets. Everytime i'm with him, i can't stop thinking about my ex, i picture him everywhere. I don't know what to do... Anyone lived a situation like that ? I'm scared to go back to my ex (he wants to get back with me) because i'm afraid i'll have this feeling of emptiness again, but i'm also scared of letting him go because of what i'm feeling right now.. Edited March 3, 2016 by messedmarc
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