He slept with someone else on break now it's been 5 months back together!!!

[Emilia]

What if I told you guys he continued to hang out with them a couple months into our new relationship without telling me?

 

That would be a problem for me. That would tell me that he isn't considerate

[CharmingCharlie]

My boyfriend is really sweat and seams very smitten when we go out. He looks at me as if his world is complete but I can't help but be a little fearful. From my previous post I told you guys I'm insecure because we broke up and got back together in two weeks and in that time frame he slept with a buddy's girlfriend of course a lot happened in those two weeks too that I failed to mention, he lost his job, parents where up his ass etc. None the less I'm still disappointing but these days seam very different he seams happy and smitten but I can't help but wonder sometimes like we where in the supermarket yesterday. He always walks behind me, sometimes I look back and his attention is off somewhere else when I look in the direction he's looking there's usually a pretty short haired girl with slim features. I'm a little insecure because I don't feel like I'm his "type" I have many irish/italian features in me where I have a curvy figure and fuller face. Before me he said he used to have a check list and liked girls with shorter darker hair than me. But he's said once before that after meeting me I proved that I didn't need the features of the check list to meet his check list. I on the other hand never had a check list I simply have my turn ons when it comes to personality but no physical description that I want in a partner.

 

So anyway I get a little nervous because all it is is maybe three seconds at a time but I can never tell if he's looking at the cute girl, the starwars whatever pin she's wearing or if he's just innocently admiring her for something I don't know. Is he lusting is he admiring or is there a passing thought like "damn she reminds me of that awful teacher I had in HS". I don't know I feel like maybe I'm over thinking it but I just don't want to be without him and yet I don't want to be with him if he has a wondering eye but then again why would he act so smitten with me? :(:(:(:(:(:(:(