Luc12 Posted February 16, 2016 Posted February 16, 2016 I don't really know how to go about this post.. So I guess I'm just gonna dive right in. This morning has been a rough morning for me..For the past year I have been stuck. When I look at my life I feel like all I am doing is running in place. I see everyone around me ( my friends, girlfriend ) moving forward in life, achieving small goals that will soon have them achieving their dreams. Then here I am. Just watching as the world goes by. I feel like I'm just strolling through this journey with no purpose and I feel broke because there is nothing I'm fighting for. I feel like I missed out on most of my life. The high school I attend makes me miserable and I hate getting up and going somewhere that just sees my as a percentage. I just wish I was happier.. I hate acting like I'm okay when in reality I'm hurting and I jut can't get better. The worst part is this is not how I pictured my life to be and I feel like I let so many people down in my family. I'm just really lost and I don't know how to get back on track.
louxor Posted February 17, 2016 Posted February 17, 2016 What about your highschool makes you miserable? The teachers? The other students? The subjects you're doing? Do you have any hobbies/interests outside of school that you are persuing?
Author Luc12 Posted February 17, 2016 Author Posted February 17, 2016 What about your highschool makes you miserable? The teachers? The other students? The subjects you're doing? Do you have any hobbies/interests outside of school that you are persuing? It's a private school that is very close nit.. Nearly everyone who attends it are family or close friends... So it's not a very welcoming place if your dad doesn't own a BMW.. It's a very judgy and fake place. They offer nothing that interests me.. zoology, auto body, wood shop.. nothing really fun that gave me the urge to learn.. Just a bunch of AP classes that I know I don't need.. After three years I'm still undecided on what I want to do.. Plus the teachers never grade homework leaving the grades only relying on your test skills and memory.. When t hey do grade it's right or wrong.. No effort based grading.. Not to mention all they do is preach about us going to hell..
louxor Posted February 17, 2016 Posted February 17, 2016 It's a private school that is very close nit.. Nearly everyone who attends it are family or close friends... So it's not a very welcoming place if your dad doesn't own a BMW.. It's a very judgy and fake place. They offer nothing that interests me.. zoology, auto body, wood shop.. nothing really fun that gave me the urge to learn.. Just a bunch of AP classes that I know I don't need.. After three years I'm still undecided on what I want to do.. Plus the teachers never grade homework leaving the grades only relying on your test skills and memory.. When t hey do grade it's right or wrong.. No effort based grading.. Not to mention all they do is preach about us going to hell.. Is changing schools to a more suitable one that offers the subjects that interest you an option for you?
newmoon Posted February 17, 2016 Posted February 17, 2016 have you talked to anyone about this? we all have 'down' periods, especially in youth/high school, but if this has all been troubling you for 1 year + then perhaps something more needs to be addressed?
Author Luc12 Posted February 18, 2016 Author Posted February 18, 2016 Is changing schools to a more suitable one that offers the subjects that interest you an option for you? Iv tried to talk my parents into letting me transfer but they claim they have put to much money into this school I'm going to now and they want me to just stick it out..
Author Luc12 Posted February 18, 2016 Author Posted February 18, 2016 have you talked to anyone about this? we all have 'down' periods, especially in youth/high school, but if this has all been troubling you for 1 year + then perhaps something more needs to be addressed? I haven't really tried talking to anyone.. I feel like it's something that no one would really care about and that I just need to just stick it out.
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