Sebastian235 Posted February 2, 2016 Posted February 2, 2016 Been in no contact for 2 days:laugh: nothing special just wondering if anyones in the same position! Yesterday was pretty rough, but today has been so much better kept busy! and if she even crosses my mind I think to myself 'I can do better, I deserve better and she lost something special'! also think about times your argued it helps alot! 1
PLT Posted February 2, 2016 Posted February 2, 2016 Today is Day 1 for me, for about the 10th time! This time is different though. I know she's toxic. I know I deserve better. I know she's very likely already seducing her next supply while I sit here ruminating and wishing for the good times back. I'm convinced she has a personality disorder. Not just with how she treats me, but how I've seen her treat others too. No one stays in her life long term because the mask always slips. I have to keep reminding myself that the good times werent real. Not in the sense that I thought they were anyway. They were just a manipulation to get me to be pliable. Once I had completely and utterly fallen in love with her, the mask came off and the hate phase began. Stay strong!
Author Sebastian235 Posted February 2, 2016 Author Posted February 2, 2016 This time is different though. I know she's toxic. I know I deserve better. I know she's very likely already seducing her next supply while I sit here ruminating and wishing for the good times back.! Sounds so similar to me! almost as if we were lured in like an animal and then trapped! sucks I had to start no contact on her knowing I still love her and that I wanted her back! probably not the wisest phone call after 4 months break up! partly due to her mixed feelings
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