Mativiolette Posted January 16, 2016 Posted January 16, 2016 Hi everyone! I wanna share my story about my breakup because I can't keep my feelings inside anymore. Everything started six months ago, I went abroad for my college studies, the second trimester of school new students arrived and I was in charged of helping them getting through the setup of some data. He was there, between the new students. I remember I thought he was south american because the first world he said to me was in Spanish. The day after he joined me at lunch, he made me laugh, he was so funny, I was immediately impressed by him. After three weeks I practically moved in his room , we would sleep together every day, all I wanted was spending time with him. He was the sweetest person ever back there, I fall deeply in love with him. He was my family there, he was my friend he was my love. We would take care of each other and be there for the other. Before we started we knew we had just three months for us, three months to fall in love and to spend at the maximum. In fact, I would have left for a stage. When this time came, we decided to seeing each other as much as we could, anytime we would have had a day off I would go to see him and vice verse. So from cohabiting we passed to a long distance relationship. This only lasted a month, I could see him getting colder and colder with me, till one night he sends me a message saying " I don't think I can do this anymore" ending what was for me a fairytale and breaking my heart and my trust. We haven't had any contacts for two weeks, when he messages me and we start talking and clear all my answers. I accepted to be friends, but after he asked if we could still see each other for sex. I accepted, I was missing him incredibly, I didn't wanted to lose him, I thought that would have got us closer as before. We meet three times in two months. Today he came to see me, it was over a month we didn't meet. Now he is acting like a friend, no kisses no hugs no cuddles like before, just sex and there wasn't the chemistry and the passion of before. Even though all the pain it gives me not having him and not talking with him, I still can't say goodbye for good , he has been my first love and my heart doesn't seems to let him go. I think the best thing to do is close all the contacts with him, what I want is a relationship, I love him. The problem is that he doesn't, I know he still cares about me, but not in the same way as before. He once promised he would have come to me the day of my graduation and from there we would have start a life together, I still hope he really meant this.
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