strange love Posted June 4, 2005 Posted June 4, 2005 Ok well time for an update. Sigh sigh Im fairly busy at the shop.. And its stressful at times. I guess im so swamped that I dont have time to reflect upon those things that make me sad. Its around 11 right now.. I should have been up at 6 or something early like that doing repairs, and quite honestly I just feel like going back to sleep or going for a long long bike ride. I was watching some pretentious geeky looking cyclists staring in the window earlier. I was thinking I should exit the shop with my really cool bike to see the looks on thier faces, a couple of the geek girls look cute.. oh well im not geeky enough. Tried dating then I got frustrated, I feel like im speaking a foriegn language. Every time you mention meeting ots like oh im not ready.. Um ok why are you even on a dating site. See you actually have to go on a date.. whatever.. In regards to the ex. I pretty much deleted my whole MSN list including her and that was my main source of contact. She hasnt shown up. I started hanging out with my young polish female friend, whom I awlays have accidental romantic interludes with. One such interlude we ended up on her couch watching NICK CAVE videos, one song really reminded of me of my ex. I was looking over at my polish friend passed out on the couch tempted to snuggle up with her and thinking of my ex. So I ended up writing an email to the ex and sending an MPG of the song. I havent had any emaild from her but someone from a private number has been calling me weird hours just like she would do. I guess this has happened 3 or 4 times this week. Oh well thats it for now. Im starved. My hairs a mess. The work is piled high. I need to do something about this mountain of bikes, like uh sell some. ciao
westernxer Posted June 4, 2005 Posted June 4, 2005 What the hell is snootchie bootchie? Won't see that in a Nick Cave video.
reservoirdog1 Posted June 4, 2005 Posted June 4, 2005 What the hell is snootchie bootchie? It's a Jay & Silent Bob reference.
Author strange love Posted June 6, 2005 Author Posted June 6, 2005 So thats all I get is "what is snootchie bootchie" great I guess this damn site is my blog. Its really hot out today, I keep checking this one free dating site im and no messages. Im not sure if that means I end up back with my ex or im destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I tried to get naked news to do a story on my shop and they werent interested so im kind of ticked off at that. Life is tough I guess, im all alone. When I first posted on here I never thought my ex would contact me and she did and then I had hope we might get back together and it really only seemed to become a headache. I dont really feel like working right now thats why im typing here. Its really hot outside. I wish I was smile or universe I actually got to hang out with my ex. I guess we all have our challenges in life. For example as I sit and write this theres two kids who are actually trying to figure out when my shop is open... It must be a real triumph when they finally catch the door open. I cant help but feeling very depressed, sure im busy. But I feel frightened at facing the idea of facing the rest of my life alone. oh well snatchie batchie
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