Dream broken. Lost again.

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Signed up to be a police office . Thought I would've gotten through i had everything it took to be an officer. Now after the interview i havent been called to go further. I heard guys who i did the interview got through already but i javent been called yet. Its been over a month now and idk if im gonna get through.

 

This really hurts me and brings me down. I was hoping so much to get through with this. I wouldve made more money, feel so much better about myself. The pain from my break up and pasf wouldve shrunken because I would've been doing something positive and something I would've liked to do.

 

Now I just feel like crap. What do i do now. I was really hoping this woukd be it and id finally catch a break. Idk now its just stress again and nothing to look forward to