aukcha Posted June 2, 2005 Posted June 2, 2005 (im in the marine corps) .,..so i was with this girl for like 4 months... i know its not long, but we got kinda close kinda fast. expecially because of how much time we spent together, being that we live in the same barracks and "kinda" work together on a daily basis. so anyway... were really close, i mean, were talking about moving in together and plans for or lives when we get out. and then THIS happens... i get in trouble for drugs. i know, i messed up; but the thing is, SHE was doing the drugs with me, except she didint get caught. ...so she was away when i found out i had been caught, and i wasint gonna tell her until she got back... then i found out that the "higher ups" were asking my friends about her and our relationship together. so naturally i felt obligated to tell her over the phone. she told me she didint care and "we" were more imprtant than what they thought and so on. so she gets back and tells me that the people in charge of her didint want her hanging out with me (of course); which was bound to happen. so she tells me she dosent care and were still good and what not. well, after 3 days of her not calling me, (and me calling her every day, but she had "left her phone in the car") she tells me she has been "hanging out" with this other guy and shes "into him". so im like, "well, call me tommorow or whatever.. (cause i didint know what else to say..)" ..and she dosent call me for 6 days. ..and when she does, shes like "whats goin on, and whats up? (like nothing had happened)" im like.. "WTF, you told me your hangin out with this other dude and then you dont call me??" anyway, we hung out for like a day but didint talk about anything important. and now i cant sleep at night and have this horriable feeling in my stomach all the time. i dont understand how/ why she didin this to me... any thoughts/ advice?? i cant sleep and am falling apart with all this BS. oh, and a friend of a friend says she has been hanging out with "some dude" regulary.. its been like almost 2 weeks since all this went down.. when i see her i fall apart.. WTF?!?
Cheeto Posted June 2, 2005 Posted June 2, 2005 AUKCHA...I've been active duty military for 20 years myself and I know for a fact that it is made perfectly clear before entry that drug use will absolutely NOT be tolerated...I have personally seen the personal and professional devastation drugs lead to on at least 10 occasions to very close friends. DRUGS=YOU LOSE...even in Civie world. Well anyway...I'll get off my soapbox now...It sounds like you just have a case of good old broken heart coupled with a little jealousy goin' on. Check out Anthony Robbins books about beliefs and attitudes and you might just find some relief...worked wonders on me...everything in life is about your belief in it and/or attitude towards it. Guess what? YOU CAN shed those demons with a little perseverance and time...but you have to believe you can first... Take care
Author aukcha Posted June 3, 2005 Author Posted June 3, 2005 ok a**h***... i know i didint ask for your god damn opinion on legal matters in the military. if i cared id have posted on "legal military matters.com" and thanks for the ****ty advice. next time ill spill my guts to the ****ter. thanks for nothing... ..ass...
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