Illusion24 Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 I've had a lot of time to myself this weekend and some RR but for some reason I can't seem to get my head straight. I've been dealing with a lot of emotions and stress that honestly in some ways I've caused upon myself. But the reason I'm writing to maybe get some advice or "clues" as to what to look for when deciding if someone is GOOD or BAD for you. I see myself the way I am and I know I'm not perfect and as I go through my experiences, feelings and thoughts everything changes. I'm only human and I admit theirs a lot of things I want to change or should I say modify about myself but why can't I do with the ONE person I've pushed away. How do I know??? How can I make myself snap out of the f***ing daze I'm in and go back to my happy place?? Can this person bring it back??? Is it me that I'm running away from...I think I'm bad for myself who knows?? I'm letting this person slip away and I'm trying not to let go but something inside of me is telling me...What the point?? I've said absolutely nothing haven't I?? Oh well this is what LS is for
outdated Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Is this your ex you're pushing away? Does he want to stay with you? I think you just need to figure out if the relationship can bring you to that happy place. Sometimes you have to step away and make some mistakes on your own to know what is right for you. Could take a while. I hope it works out.
ReluctantRomeo Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever I've had a lot of time to myself this weekend and some RR but for some reason I can't seem to get my head straight. No girl can get her head straight after some RR I've said absolutely nothing haven't I?? Oh well this is what LS is for Well, some random thoughts in reply. I think you soooo need to get your head straight. I would seriously suggest therapy. Once you have a better idea of what makes you tick, you can start to think of what you need or would like in a relationship.
Author Illusion24 Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 Well, some random thoughts in reply. I think you soooo need to get your head straight. I would seriously suggest therapy. Once you have a better idea of what makes you tick, you can start to think of what you need or would like in a relationship. You make so much sense...I'm really f***ed up huh..?!! Maybe I know a really good therapist it's called Jack Daniel's and Mary Jane...lol Your so right I need to find what makes me tick again...wow!!!
Pocky Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever I've said absolutely nothing haven't I?? Oh well this is what LS is for Well you've said something, but I really can't understand what you're having a problem with. Are you still dealing with the nineteen year old ex-boyfriend?
Author Illusion24 Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by Pocky Well you've said something, but I really can't understand what you're having a problem with. Are you still dealing with the nineteen year old ex-boyfriend? Something to that extent but mostly about me. I don't know why I feel I have to push everything that's good for me away and everything that's bad is still around...(in some ways) I feel so empty, and then something RelRomeo said made me think...I need to find out what makes me tick again!! I don't have a tick and I want one..I've always had something to push me and make me tick...
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