sinkerswim Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Hey everyone... I was friends wiht this wonderful guy online for 3 years, just this past February.. we really started hitting it off and calling each other every day and fell for each other. He finally came here to visit me this past weekend for 4 days and it made it ALL so real. It was the best. We really hit it off sooo well in person, that it was already like we've been in love for a very long time. It was sooo sooo right. After a very emotional goodbye.. he got on his plane to leave. Ive been crying since. He is supposed to call me when he gets home tonite and I cant wait. He already called me from his connecting city to tell me that he loves me.. which was sooo sweet. Now that he isnt here with me physically... Im soo sad. I want him back here sooo bad. I cant stop crying. But he told me to be happy that we finally had our time together and that he will be back here soon again and that I can come out there to see him. I am in PA and he lives in Illinois. Ive never been in a LDR before, and its going to be hard. I know I am meant to be with this man.. and we both talk of moving in together one day soon. But in the meantime.,,, how am I going to get over that "ache" of him not being here beside me? I mean we DO talk on the phone every day and have been doing that.. but now that hes actually BEEN here with me.. its different now.. Its so much more "real". Those kisses of his are the best.. just holding him. Having that connection with him is so wonderful. I cant stop crying right now. I love him so much.
bluetuesday Posted June 2, 2005 Posted June 2, 2005 hey sinkerswim i hope the tears are getting less for you now. listen, you've got it sooooo good. you've met, it was all perfect, you live on the same continent, this is a great story! so far, it's a roaring success. okay so goodbyes are incredibly hard, but it's not for ever. you've just got to wait a little more time. it'll fly, really it will. you're already so close to having him full time... just hang in there. i would give a large wad a cash to know what you know. to know that an online friend could be more, in real life. as someone who's still waiting for that opportunity, i'd give ££££ for that.
Author sinkerswim Posted June 7, 2005 Author Posted June 7, 2005 Thanks BlueTuesday.. We have made plans to see each other in July and August.. so I have that to look forward to. He is just soo wonderful, and I want to hang onto him. I was actually in an 8 year relationship that ended horribly last year (Feb 2004).. my ex fiance decided to just leave. No closure..I was in a terrible depression and came here everyday for support. A whole year later, I am soo soo happy again. I Never dreamed I could be happy or in love with anyone again. and I am! I hope everything works out with you too...
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