Wht do u think this is Wht I sent her and how she changed

[Ryyrich11]

I know u say we fought for no reason .....Really ..u didn't change ...u completely changed ...instead of us ..u were anything but Us .anything but loyal or u being the persons I knew ..

U let someone else in ...and fuct us up ....which prob for no reason he needed me gone ..tht why we r here u let it get to tht point ....now completely confused ...well it's time to become real..

 

 

U want to point the finger and say in such a ******* ..stupid **** ..dick ..everything else u decide to call ...me

One thing I do know is tht I am still ...maybe after this was ..loyal and an honest good guy

No boy or other **** ..I had and have prob and new goin open to this ...so do did U

 

 

 

We need to talk like for a full day and try to work through all our stuff .....if ...in UR heart tht is Wht U want ..u want me only me and enough to put in whtever it takes us to get back to great ...as we once were ..u know I'm doin everything I can think of to get us back and everything tht goes along with US...ur prob my prob everything...u know tht?

 

 

U will always love me and I will always love u but u need to know deep down tht I am the one .....

We have been in a miserable relationship ..u just wanted everything to go away ..for months ...both of us have made mistakes all the way around ..

But bybu not standing by us ...and saying yeah we have major problems but we r trying to work this out to everyone..i feel u r totally not into me ..and ur actions of late pretty much proves tht

I want u to say we r together and we r trying ...we r not separated we r not single we r not just u ...I want us ..and yes label it

All our problems r not an excuse to go out see Wht is out their ..our problems should bring us closer not further away ...

 

And u letting everyone!!!! Tht shows me u care tht shows me tht u will stand by ya regardless of the problems...we have took steps to work on them and we r ..and if it works it works

 

I shouldnt feel bottom shelf and on the back burner till u figure out whtever it is u r figuring out ..when a girl says I need to work on me, I need space ...this is caused by ....well not a good thing ..".

 

Once again ...yesturday ...disappear for 5 hrs ..was an ******* ..to me ...then we were skyping ..and I couldn't see ur face but u were pre occupied ..I call from fb ...yep sure as **** ..right their is the phone ...who u had listing . Who unhad answering ..I heard u ask Wht when on phone ...fuxk ur lie

 

I knew u gave up..u just said tonight ,I knew since u started telling me to go do stuff girls guys whtever so u could go do u.and awhile before tht u muttered someone understands u better...and u asked if I thought tx was a bad move..we were sitting at a red light...I knew when I couldn't get any type of affection hj to sex ..ur kisses were hollow...to anything ...I knew when a blocked caller called and just sat their ..when u were flipping back and and forth with phone ....the nite u took to bathroom wouldn't show me ..the buffet misty and guy....i knew when u would say we were at red light with 2suv like urs ..I wasn't with u..u got distant less open ...everything I did was all of a sudden wrong ..I knew when I kissed u and felt how hollow u were ..I knew when when u did give me sex u would post up doggy, just lay their , or have me bust not all up in u...or u went soft like being mean cuz video thing or I don't know..when every fri unwound come home in a mood..I even moved the grocery store to Thursday so we could just hangout on Friday cuz u didn't want to do anything ..but I think friends were at happy hr or doin something and u were stuck with me and the reason u wouldn't have takin me? ...and tht isn't the reason we really here now ..who.?.I knew when u started lying bout traffic ..when shopping grey and yellow yoda **** ..not ur style ..but sat to go to the same places ..u even acted like u had to look up if they had Wht u wanted ..u knew ..cuz u were already their ..(plus I said I'd do it with u ..well u were going to go to a class..had no intention of me and u doin together)....

I knew when u would contradict urself ..mostly go out with girls...back tracked hard ..second time u got home when u did t go anywhere but to dr appt....I knew when u called mom saying I was depressed ...when u tried to get me to go to pa for rehab ....i knew when u called and asked if I wanted u to pick up taco cabana for dinner ..then turns out girls bday for breakfast ....no breakfast u hardly ate anything for dinner tht nite ...when state got out at ...u all but said....u say ..hey I was still home on time..no if u were off at 3u were way late..oh and u stop working for the state ..u worked for the city tht day.....when u were invited to places..ya know like flannel shirt concert whtever tht means ..inside joke thing quess....I knew when up didn't want to go to sbsw...Wht if ppl saw us out ....I knew when bike lock was gone tires flat (I knew then u were bout to get vindictive and hateful.) I get to b in trouble .....

Still loyal...still loyal then more to come ...I'll address later I this ..

 

I know Went went at me to hurt me.. U completely did opposite of Wht we spoke about ..up got hype on I'm a bum ..but I'm ur bum with prob ..once a very successful individual ...and not only did the market **** me ..but I fuct myself ..DUI ..etc ect ..which affects me now ...i shot myself in the foot ..but at least I'm still trying to get back to were I once was...and at the same time looking out for all ur problems..which is a task in itself ...ur not the easiest person ...

...and u justify ur actions of being mean from **** I said ...to u in

In a argument ...or whtever ...

 

I get out..go to attorney's office for suite cases filled with junk ..not one whole outfit ......

Handprint ,...hickey..tht was before ...I left tx...fact handprint hickey on boob

U disappear for the first day since I met u ..u went to walk dog shop..for play clothes on which u went out the very next day ..

I asked u if u were talking to guys ..u said no ...to not romantically ..to guy in pa to ..mostly just go out with girls

U went and ate with a family ...odd ages ..u met his fam most likely

U went to watch baseball game to have an extra glass on table for a whole 3 hrs..a super stupid story for tht ...with 4straws..where. Should have been 3

Then u were shopping again for pj s..in which u end up out at neighbors in ..last min ..u were taking dog out ,..to next day slipped and said ur were txting ..so u had time to tell me ...but u didn't how ur txt went were like every half hr ....u say ..1 sorry. 2 downstairs 3 downstairs with neighbors..4 at neighbors 5 home ...I would say u were home...and sex pj and when he left at 3 u jumped on fb ..prob just to see...id feel like a complete sl

Said a bang on the door ..home leaving so Dix barked u woke up to see Wht it was ...then u slept till 2...

Another nite u got so pissed neighbors didn't show up on time ...we were on phone..and spoke whole time ...to be doin all this to get and eat chick fil..prob plans changed ..major ...stood up

U would get pissed at me for no reason..tht would b to free up time for whtever reason u can't have me know

U would always disappear ..

Never txt back right away or within a few min ....which u would always do

Fb has u on and off ..in middle of the nite ....or when something else is more important ..And u aren't on ..u say like tues ..on and off and u weekends or just when convenient times like times u could be out or whtever atleast Up.....those days u would b late to work or call off or was weekend or had off...

Get day disappear at lunch time said u slept ..but in evening u said second time fumbled around when gettin home bout dog

Hair cut never wanted to get one ..now u need to look good

Shoppin for new **** ...need to look good ..get some play clothes

Wants friends never wanted to or had friends since met u

Never wanted to go out..now go out...oh u said u went out in pa ..prob played Jose ..at lunch ...telling him he needed s job ...so he has a agency calling for him at house ..tht was ur lunch

When dog was in pics was all perked up ..lookin at something off pic

For awhile months all of a sudden got pissed when I sad something racist..then this is coming from u ..u were with a nazi ..knew guy is black with a kid

I knew ...

Late to work ..or have to work late

Calling off work

Not using sleep machine

Get off phone ...attitude changes from bad or good ..changes though

Blamed me for spending ...when u spent to much ..I know Wht we spent and u used other accts...tht is why

Use different words ...like ...hit me up

Went to late to work ..one mon then left cuz sick in stomach dizzy ..would say uncomfortable at work ...fighting with him ..plus u said I might take....take clothes back to finish sentence ...after I said I was goin shoppin with babies

Lied about talking to my exs girlfriends ...lied for days saying I swear to god ...I didn't in anyway ..to have in writing u did ...and srill tried to lie ...but I'm suppose to believe u r not cheating

Said if u cheated it be with girl ...cuz all u work with all girls ..it's the state all kinds of ppl work their ...but then find girl on girl porn

Back to Tuesday ,..on and off fb ..said u just let it up ..bs ..it would go on on off

Now sat ...forgot u had a laptop top so u need to figure when to talk to me ...so u could have ur Window ..in which turned out to b 5 hrs ...

Then to be an ass all day we r skyping or having me on speaker ..so whoever could hear ..u were not being urself ..someone else is making ur decisions

 

 

I think u were pressed to get rid of me ..to b with whoever ...tht as like for 3weeks before ...u were always fighting with over anything ...cuz I was and am in ur ways..u can't have anyone know about me ...cuz ur single ..I was so mean wouldn't leave which is bs

U knew who moved stuff and Wht was moved and packed...uuuuu

Knew Wht was happening cuz said THEY were suppose to ...whoever moved my stuff

Had me take pic of my vapething here went way pissed thinking I had ones from their

Been getting home around 7 ,...happy hr is to 6:30

Was not answering txt late to work and took hr and half lunch and couldn't talk about Tracy prob ..girl don't even know or anyone she knows ..would say whoever u had prob with ...was out with boy ..couldn't answer or txt Wht she was doin ..

Can't txt infront of ppl ..u never disappeared befor ..ur phone is attached to ur hip ..u just can't talk to me when u r LIVING A LIE

 

SO I DONT KNOW

 

u can say and blame me for whtever yet I see u .....and ur fun ...caused a huge prob in our relationship ...cuz u were not loyal to me

 

MOST IMPORTENTLY .....UR WERENT LOYAL TO URSELF

[Ic1]

Try getting your story printed and published instead of just the head of a thread!

[Robratory]

U want to point the finger and say in such a ******* ..stupid **** ..dick ..

 

Well, you got a lot off your chest, but you know, once someone talks to you like that, just walk away. It shows contempt and a total lack of respect.

[ExpatInItaly]

To be totally honest, the style of writing is so off-putting I wouldn't have read it if I were sent something like that.. I only read the first paragraph and stopped. Use full words and sentences to really convey what you're feeling.

 

I say this not to a pain in the neck, but to give more credibility to what you're writing. You need to make sure the recipient wants to read more than the first couple lines, otherwise the rest and the true message is rather irrelevant.

[kendahke]

can you condense that and use full words? I can't read that wall of cyphers.