Created so much to deal with the breakup and can't let it go now...

[mojojojojo]

Trying to move on over an ex I decided to express my grief in a song. Hearing the song eases the pain in a way that doesn't let me forget about him yet I kinda have grown fond of it. Should I just toss it?

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBdJ7ouakHk

 

[ What's the status now? He is trying to go back to his ex. He never really had a chance to grieve that last relationship; we started dating way too soon and I pushed for him to open up way faster than I should have. He feels terrible about the whole situation and desperately wants to remain friends, but we have tried that before, before he wanted to go back to her, and it only brought us back together in a deteriorated state. I don't think I can/want to be friends with him, the thought of being around while he finally achieves getting her back makes me nauseated. I have lost the hope of getting him back, and while I don't think I need him anymore I don't want to force myself to stop wanting him... ]

Edited November 17, 2015 by mojojojojo
A bit of context

[marky00]

So i'm curious.

 

When u say he is trying to get back to his EX, did he break up with her or did she break up with him?

 

I'm guessing the former. If its the later, he is till in denial and could very well be chasing a ghost.

[mojojojojo]

He broke up with her. It was a long distance relashionship. She was Christian and he was not, he wanted children and she didn't, he wasn't sure about marriage and she was ready to take that next step. Now her mom has cancer, so he further feels the need to be there for her (he learnt this after we broke up). Add this: girl has this generic name and in the last months I've met at 15 same named girls... Its like my life's plot has been taken over by a soup opera writer with a morbid sense of humor or a terrible lack of imagination.