Ex boyfriend's friend smiles at me?

[Eel751]

19 f. I broke up with my ex in the summer. (This could be a long story) He was kinda creepy, he wanted sex all the time and I said no I'm not ready bc I was a virgin. He convinced me to do other things which made me so uncomfortable. Then when he came to visit in the summer he wanted to have sex at my parents house. I said no but he embarrassed me! And started doing things to me I wasn't comfortable with my mom thought I was getting it but I wasn't, I was uncomfortable! He also sexualized my 12 year old sister and asked if he could Eiffel Tower my mom. All at my house.

 

I broke up with him. I just started ignoring him then we broke up over the summer. He'd also always talk about how hot other girls were and I'd get mad and he'd be like, don't worry we're just friends. Bull ****. As soon as we broke up he got with this other girl he said he thinks likes him. I'm prettier than her which is so funny to see him downgrade.

 

So school comes around again, I'm in college. I deleted his number after we broke up. Yet he still wanted to be friends and I said ok but without benefits. But I actually deleted his number. So school comes around, I get a text from a number and it says, "hey what dorm did you get?" And I'm like wtf "um.. Who's this?" And he's like "Trevor lol" So ew wtf I blocked him after because he has a gf why the **** would he want to know where I live that's Creepy! Sounds like he's probably sexually assault me again..

 

So the next day I see him on campus and he's says Hi Emily and I give him a dirty look and ignore him. My roommate asks if that's my ex and I say yeah and make a puke sound. Like wtf he has the nerve to say hi after I ignore him??? Now if I see him, he puts his head down and I walk with so much pride because he made fun of me for being a virgin but I lost my virginty thank god not to him. Before I lost it, a month before, his friends were eating dinner and one of them turns to the one friend I met of my exes and says, 'hey it that Emily? "Don't let her sleep with another man! Don't let her die!" But lmao jokes on him because I did sleep with a guy. I lost it a month later.

 

Also, my ex told me he has done things with guys be fro and I was sitting with my roommate at dinner and him and his gf and her friend sat behind us and I was talking about going to a party that night. His gf was clearly listening to the conversation becasuse she asked what would you do??? Put vodka in it?? So I totally ignored it. I don't even know the girl. She made a fool out of herself. So she leaves my ex and her and her friend go sit at a different Table and my ex is sitting there and his friend comes up and talks to him. I don't know if they were talking about me but I heard, girlfriend out of his mouth and lesbian. his friend was like, yeah she looks like she's a lesbian.

 

The funniest thing is my ex said he did things with other guys Like he'd had his dick sucked by another guy and he's given head. I think they were talking about me because why would he say his girlfriend is a lesbian? I immediately started talking about guys I know and then my exes and his friends conversation

Got awkward they started talking about school HAHAHAHA

 

Yep so now, I saw one of his friends who is a girl today at dinner and she smiled at me. Lmao like wtf! i think my ex and his gf also talk **** about me becasuse I have food allergies and I swear I sat behind his gf and her friends one night for dinner and they were like, look who's behind us, and they talked about me being gluten free. So wtf why the hell are they doing that? It's not doing anything to me haha. I'm just living my life and I love it! But why the hell would she smile at me if he's talking ****? Weird as hell..

 

Also, my parents thought he was so great but they don't realize he convinced me into doing things I wasn't comfortable with him. He's touch me all the time and it was so ew. He wanted to hook up the third time we hung out. That's when I was so uncomfortable and he knew I was he convincing me into doing things and I said ok even though I wasn't comfortable I did things with him to just shut him up and he asked me if he raped me after and I wanted him to leave becasuse I felt violated. I continued to hang out with him after that incident and I guess he only wanted to get his dick wet but I guess I gained experience too but he'd call me his girlfriend yet he'd only use me for sexual things. I never had sex with him though. Thank God!! I just hope I find a nice guy who will actually treat me right! :/

[Samhain]

I'm not sure exactly what you're asking here.. But if I were you I'd be more concerned with the fact you were sexually assaulted on numerous occasions.. And "sexualized my 12 year old sister" what does that even mean? Perhaps you should speak to your parents about it because it all sounded extremely disturbing to me.

[DrReplyInRhymes]

I'm so confused.

 

That's when I was so uncomfortable and he knew I was he convincing me into doing things and I said ok even though I wasn't comfortable I did things with him to just shut him up and he asked me if he raped me after and I wanted him to leave becasuse I felt violated. I continued to hang out with him after that incident and I guess he only wanted to get his dick wet but I guess I gained experience too but he'd call me his girlfriend yet he'd only use me for sexual things. I never had sex with him though.

 

So, he convinced you to not have sex, then you asked him to leave because you felt violated, but then you kept hanging out with him even though you knew he only wanted to have sex, then you say you never had sex with him though.

 

What?

Seriously, what?