aires_girl4380 Posted May 25, 2005 Posted May 25, 2005 Wanna SCREAM it has been 1 week.... Just 1 week how sad! Since I began NC with my MM I know...I know! But I wanna SCREAM!!!! I want so bad to talk to him! I changed my #'s & e-mail.....so I havent even had the satisfaction of him calling- Although I dont think he has! When I decided on NC I asked him to please respect me & my feeling enough to not contact me. BUT now I feel like there is no other choice but to break!!! Please remind me of all the reasons of why not to!!!! I just want to know what he is doing... If he misses me.... I have went so far as to track down a e-mail tracking program so I can make up a new e-mail & see how & when he checks these trick e-mails…..Pathetic huh!!!! Just so I know……anybody with me?!?!?! What is it about NOT knowing that makes you want to know sooooo bad?!?!?!?
Good Seed Posted May 25, 2005 Posted May 25, 2005 Judging by your screen name you are a female. Well I have a question for you. Who broke up with who? Also, what was the point of changing your number and changing your email? Its kinda funny because my ex did thesame thing a few weeks ago and I think it was unecessary. If somebody tells u not to call them, I would stop calling them. Do you actually feel better about changing your number? GS
Author aires_girl4380 Posted May 25, 2005 Author Posted May 25, 2005 Most would not call....but he WOULD or he has in the past. this time i broke up with him.....although his actions brought on that action. Relationship is very unhealthy....I know that thus the decision for NC.....but killing me at the same time! I hate that I changed my #'s b/c now I cant see if he has tried....I havent gotten his drunken calls I dont KNOW that I am missing them....Like it b/c I dont have the pressure for the calls....the guilt for not answering.... So I do & do not like it!
Good Seed Posted May 25, 2005 Posted May 25, 2005 Thanks for the explanation atleast I can only imagine what my ex girlfriend is feeling because she pretty much did thesame thing to me. Although I have stayed faithful she went and cheated and broke it off with me lol. Thanks for the clarification, but I think that if you change your number he is getting the hint that you want it over 100%. I dont think he is going to chase after you because I sure as hell wont chase after my ex after her changing her number for no reason. GS
Author aires_girl4380 Posted May 25, 2005 Author Posted May 25, 2005 Well how else would you know that she has changed her number except that you called after she asked you not to?!?!?!? Yeah well I guess I just have to get over it!
Good Seed Posted May 25, 2005 Posted May 25, 2005 She actually came crying back to me and I didnt take her back. I told her that we should move things slowly and work out our issues. Then bam a few hours later I call her and everything is blocked/disc. It pissed me off because my hopes were up high and I got dropped on my face again. If you dont mind me asking what was the reason you broke up with him? GS
blind_otter Posted May 25, 2005 Posted May 25, 2005 Originally posted by aires_girl4380 Well how else would you know that she has changed her number except that you called after she asked you not to?!?!?!? Yeah well I guess I just have to get over it! Try to make it past 1 month and re-asess your feelings. 1 week is not long enough to be effective. It hurts but you MUST BE STRONG.
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