bmajor Posted November 2, 2015 Posted November 2, 2015 I want off this damn roller coaster! I broke up with my ex on the 16th because we had an entire year of beautiful packed in with a bunch of lies. And now I find myself wanting to hear from him after he has finally fallen off the face of the earth. I know I'm better off moving forward but I feel like I'm stuck in some sort of purgatory and I'm shaking! Kind of like withdrawals. I was being so strong. I blocked his number but he kept sending emails. Now the emails have stopped. He begged and I refused. Now it's time for me to face the music and I just want to crawl under a rock.
Silver_star Posted November 2, 2015 Posted November 2, 2015 Were the lies on both sides? Is it something you can get past? Because if not, a break up is pretty hard rejection to come back from.
Author bmajor Posted November 2, 2015 Author Posted November 2, 2015 No they were just on his side. He treated me so well but I kept catching him constantly throughout the year telling me lies. Little untruths here and there. But I can't deny the fact that I love this guy and I miss him horribly. I mean you have to have trust in a relationship right I don't know if I would ever be able to trust him again. it just hurts so bad.
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