K2z Posted November 2, 2015 Posted November 2, 2015 My Thai ex has not spoken to me since August. I vented a little on my birthday, after nearly two months of hearing no response to an email responding to her complaint that "I don't want to marry her 100%" and proposing a life together. She is so completely out of my life. I have no idea where in the world she is. And yet I cling. I hope. Her disappearance is a source of massive agony. I am going insane. I drink way too much. My job tends to finish at 11am and I have all day to climb the walls. I'm speaking to a therapist. But I am so alone and miserable. I guess I'm not asking for anything here... I just needed to talk.
casey.lives Posted November 2, 2015 Posted November 2, 2015 Breaking up is hard and takes time to recover. you are not alone in your experience and what you are going through is normal. it is on you to care for your own welfare
Author K2z Posted November 2, 2015 Author Posted November 2, 2015 Thank you. The silence is the hardest part. If she would just say NO. (The famous "need for closure," right?) This is now something like 5 months, almost three of which have been silence after my letter. I can't let go of hope. Or her. And I know how ridiculous it is becoming.
hopelessromantic24 Posted November 2, 2015 Posted November 2, 2015 I feel for you. I think it'll really help to get very busy. So busy there isn't enough time to think about it. It'll also maybe not completely help, but it'll make things better.
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