Author sweetwhispers Posted November 4, 2015 Author Posted November 4, 2015 Thanks...that is something I needed to hear! My youngest has, for the most part, handled things well with the transition to visitation. My oldest has had the hardest time...feeling forced to go. I told them a lot in the beginning it isn't/wasn't their fault. He changed a lot after leaving and they see that. I should make time to talk to them more but between school and sports and working 2 jobs it's tough. I have really had to guard my tongue around them at times. I get so frustrated with him. We spent time with friends during summer but like I said so busy since school started. We have done fun things together though. 1
Author sweetwhispers Posted November 7, 2015 Author Posted November 7, 2015 My mind often replays so many things when I'm alone....try to stay busy but doesn't always happen. Emotions are high this evening.
StBreton Posted November 7, 2015 Posted November 7, 2015 My mind often replays so many things when I'm alone....try to stay busy but doesn't always happen. Emotions are high this evening. Hey SW... nice to see you on here. Sorry you're feeling down this evening. What kinds of things do you have on your mind tonight? My kids are with me this weekend but I know how you feel if you're solo.
Author sweetwhispers Posted November 7, 2015 Author Posted November 7, 2015 Kids are with me but were already in bed last night. Feelings of rejection and loneliness plague me when I stop long enough to think, which is usually at night after they're asleep.
Author sweetwhispers Posted January 20, 2016 Author Posted January 20, 2016 Update- I survived my day in court. I made it through the painful holidays. I still hurt....but I am still here. He's moving on, even seeing someone waaay younger than himself. I am still trying to cope. I just don't understand.
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