ZHguy Posted October 29, 2015 Posted October 29, 2015 Not having a male figure gives me a tough time. It had its pro's, but this year I began to realize its cons. Not having anyone in my life is another problem. Not having anybody to talk to, to spend time with, to go out with, to have intimate conversations with. People have said it to me. 'Go out', 'you're working to much'. What the **** do you want me to do? Walk down the park with my head turned to the left, as if I'm talking to some imaginary figurine. I'm tired of cutting hours of my time to 'look good' in some town centre, attempting to make approaches to people. Failed. I don't even have the time to go out, I have a lot of stuff to do. My Father being an ass and making me fund my own educational courses and resources makes it harder for me to pay for other stuff I need. No support from my family in this one thing that matters. I'm doing that on my own. Then there's pressure from deadlines. Oh, and let's not forget the problems of being the other man. Being the bisexual other man. To somebody who's not even yours, because you're just their for sex, but you want more. It hurts. I just want somebody to talk to. Give me your story, how you feel, your emails. Anything.
Author ZHguy Posted October 29, 2015 Author Posted October 29, 2015 (edited) Sometimes it's good to vent Edited October 29, 2015 by ZHguy
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