MeltingFlowers Posted October 25, 2015 Posted October 25, 2015 We were together 1.5 years, traveled the world together. eventually he started showing signs of selfishness, like not coming to my graduation, because it was a community college graduation and didnt thinkit was important, he said. Anyways then we traveled to europe. he was checkin out other women. he paid attention to his professional photography more than me. he called me overweight and unhealthy, and our sex life declined - felt like he wasn't even paying attention to me. the whole time i tried to tell him how he's making me feel, but it'd just frustrate him and he'd roll his eyes. he'd even scold me for ordering a meal for 15 euros...i felt so horrified ilke what the F, ill buy my own meal then, why talk to me that way??? One day we fought online, while I was in Sweden and he went home for work. He broke up with me on facebook. i said lets wait til im home - nope. he was super cold and just said our relationship was good but not great, we didnt have much in common anyway, and that i put the idea of breaking up into his head. Two weeks later, he's posting pics of him and a 20 yr old kissing on his couch. He's 26. These were pics on a chinese app (when i used to live there, we use this app to talk to my chinese friends, and he visited and met them). My friends told him it made me sad and he said oh im sorry but continued to do it anyway. I deleted him off everything and haven't spoken at all since. In a way I'm glad we're not together. But I did NOT realize until this summer how much of an effing ******* he was. I don't understand. how can someone be so cruel? how can he just say he loves me during our trip and then do this? We were also supposed to move in together 2 weeks from the breakup date, because i started university then, so i had to scramble for a place to live. I told him i couldn't find a place that fast, and all he said was "youll be okay". I know he's a piece of ****. But it all seems so unfair. I'm sureI had fallbacks. but i communicated everything with him and...why do i deserve this? It's been 3 weeks sicne finding out about the new girl, who goes to my uni, and im trying all i can to keep busy, not look at their social media, and restore my confidence, but i wont lie, its ****ing shattered because i trusted h im so much. I need some insight i'd appreciate anything right now. I know he made his relationship on FB official and made it public to shove it in my face. thats when i stopped looking at it because i dont wanna hurt myself anymore . Can someone out there tell me the universe will balance itself and he'll get his? This is just so ****ed up. I sit there in the new place i got and think that theyre just on the other side of the neighborhood cuddling or worse. while i sit here, trying to pick up pieces of myself, shard by shard. :'(
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