Firstheartbreaksux Posted October 24, 2015 Posted October 24, 2015 After about 10 weeks no contact she appeared. I knew she was Instagram, I don't have one so it was not hard to not check it. But today she reactivated her fb, as soon as I saw that I blocked her. But while in the process, I saw a pic of me and her together. Her cover photo was, if its meant to be it'll find a way. I was doing OK, I obviously till hurt and I'm still so in love with this girl. But I was convincing myself everyday to move forward. There was a post on Here that suggested taking a break from this site and I completely agreed. Until now. Now I'm sitting a bar trying not to break down in front of strangers. I hate this feeling. This anxious heart pounding feeling that takes over. I'm not as far along as I thought. I don't want to lover her anymore, but if that wasn't the real thing, if she wasn't my soulmate. Then nothing or no one will be.
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