ragdoll15 Posted October 18, 2015 Posted October 18, 2015 I should have listened to everyone on LoveShack. Everyone who told me that on/off relationships only end up the same way. I kept giving into my insanity and believing that this was "the one," that our relationship was special, that it wasn't immune to the logic and scrutiny of everyone else. I was such a fool for being completely mesmerized, blinded by my belief that if I loved him, and he loved me, that love would be enough. Love wasn't enough. No matter how much we both "worked" on this relationship, it deteriorated regardless. And now I sit here and I'm broken. I'm empty. And I feel like I have nothing to give. I can't see up from down anymore. I don't respect myself, I can't even empathize with my behavior or my actions. I feel like just a shell of myself. I feel like I'm nothing. In the past few hours I've honestly thought about ending it all but I'm too chicken to do it. So then I have to consider the possibility of somehow picking up the pieces and moving on but I don't even know where to begin.
HeartDesires Posted October 19, 2015 Posted October 19, 2015 Ragdoll....deep breaths, let it out slowly. You are completely devastated, your psyche has taken a major hit. Be gentle with your self. It may seem difficult to do because your emotions are all over the place, and your heartbreak is off the charts. There's no easy fast way to eliminate these feelings. You can't go around the pain you have to go through it. It's okay to cry. The good news is you will feel much better in time. 2
BelleSkye Posted October 20, 2015 Posted October 20, 2015 Wouldnt it be nice if you could hook up with one of the guys from loveshack....they seem to have empathy, and would not let you go through this. Hope you find some strength. Im also in that unable to pick myself state. So im running away. Trying something new.
stemac Posted October 21, 2015 Posted October 21, 2015 Wouldnt it be nice if you could hook up with one of the guys from loveshack....they seem to have empathy, and would not let you go through this. Hope you find some strength. Im also in that unable to pick myself state. So im running away. Trying something new. Maybe loveshack should have a dating page
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