cityguysw8 Posted October 4, 2015 Posted October 4, 2015 We broke up summer 2013, we were together for nearly 2 years after meeting at university. We did everything together, spoke on the phone everyday, went out a lot and just enjoyed each others company. Until one evening she told me she didn't know what she wanted. Instead of me fighting for her, I didn't try because I didn't want to end up hurt when then broke up. I always had a feeling she didn't get over someone in her past. She texted me once in a while asking how I was and stuff. but all surface level. I did reject her advances to meet up, because I was still self healing from the shock of losing some one I thought i was gonna marry. We eventually met up after 2 years this last April 2015. She told me that i was the best she ever had, and she was immature, didnt know what she wanted and that she hasn't been in a relationship since, she also apologised for confusing me, and offered friendship. The meeting went really well and we enjoyed each others company, we did kiss at the end of the night as well. we spoke a few days later and since then its been about 1 text a month from her, and I have offered to see her around her birthday which was August this year which she didn't address. I dont know what she wants! I dont know if she thinks about me like I do. I dont know what I should do Im very depressed and I think about her like 100 times a day from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till bedtime, I check her whatsaap photo before bed like a loser. I just want to talk to her and tell her I loved her and how much i miss her, but im scared of rejection..again. I thought she was and is still is the one, I would want to marry her one day.
Satu Posted October 4, 2015 Posted October 4, 2015 She doesn't feel as much for you as you feel for her. You will be reminded of that fact as an unspoken truth, every time you have contact with her. Is it worth it? Only you can say. Take care.
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