Reiben17 Posted October 2, 2015 Posted October 2, 2015 (edited) As much as I've healed and am done with everything, Knowing how it was GREAT that i broke up with my ex, because he was holding me back, And in a way smothering the person that i am. But if ever i see a relative of his, Or something reminds me of him... I end up HOPING he can never move on, That he remains stuck on me. Maybe it's the anger because of the time that he took from me, But I don't completely understand why I don't want him to forget about us. I don't want him anymore, I'm glad that my life doesn't overlap with his in any way now, I don't care what or who he does, But I have come to feel that I've been wishing he stays stuck, This is selfish and sick, But I just don't understand WHY IM BEING THIS WAY. Why i still want the memories of us, To bother him. Obviously, I'm still not as over him as I thought. (Just a vent i guess..) Edited October 2, 2015 by Reiben17
LoveIsMyReligion Posted October 2, 2015 Posted October 2, 2015 I think he made you suffer and now you just want him to go through the same. It's pretty sick but also pretty common. You'll know you are over him when you have no feelings at all for him. It's hard to believe this will ever happen, but as time passes and you have 0 contact with him it eventually will.
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