brokengirl85 Posted September 28, 2015 Posted September 28, 2015 Hello all, I've been six month without seeing or communicating with him. I've tried to date without any luck and even though I have two accounts in two dating sites, I mostly log in out of boredom cause I know I'm not interested in meeting someone new now. I've been really depressed lately, angry and frustrated, so along with my therapist we decided I start with medication. I'm taking an antidepressant now, it's been two days. I do hope I'll feel better because I'm really drained from all the drama with this guy. I don't really know what is he doing with his life, the only answer I have is that he didn't love me and that's enough for me. I'm still hurt by this fact and also because I'm incapable of open myself to someone else but I understand this is a process and I'll eventually be ok. I don't live my life thinking of him anymore and I'm focusing in getting better and happier. I know this is the most important thing in moving on to better and healthier things. Just wondering if anyone else feels like they've built a wall and are not ready for love again even though six months have already passed since breakup. Thanks
sowhynot Posted September 28, 2015 Posted September 28, 2015 Yep ! 6 months on after being given the old heave-ho and now pretty much over it. Seems like a dream now thinking back on it all. And yes - I have no desire at all to date someone else. Don't really know why - I don't think of ex. much at all these days (unlike the first few weeks after being dumped.....) but all the same, I just can't imagine going out and seeing and doing things with someone who isn't her. Weird !
Author brokengirl85 Posted September 28, 2015 Author Posted September 28, 2015 Yes, it's like a dream but sometimes I miss the old days. Even though it was painful dating him, it was exciting as well. but now I think it was a weird and toxic relationship.
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