Seth0194 Posted September 20, 2015 Posted September 20, 2015 Today I am attending an NFL game. I bought the tickets two and half months ago, when things were great and life was normal. My ex and I were suppose to attend the game, grab dinner and make a day of it. That was before we split, NC has been in effect for a solid 3 weeks and most of my heartache comes at night laying alone with the thoughts of the past. Today is hard, it is the last thing we had planned to do as a couple and everything is flooding in right now. Im getting ready for the game and its the first time in about 10 days it has really hurt. My daughter has elected to go with me and I plan on having a great time with her. Just so many emotions flooding in and hard to block them out. I am not really looking for anything more of a way of venting here, so I am not a mess when we leave. Thoughts on paper if you will. Thank you all for being a great support group in these/those hard times.
Draper Posted September 20, 2015 Posted September 20, 2015 Sorry to hear this man Glad you're still going though with your daughter. I probably wouldn't be able to stomach it. My girlfriend was supposed to be living with me in the apartment i moved into about ~3 weeks ago, the hardest for me is being here alone at night knowing she was supposed to be here.. All the best and I hope you enjoy the game 1
Marc878 Posted September 20, 2015 Posted September 20, 2015 Your daughter! Wow what a great thing. Have a great time. Time is something you can't get back so enjoy the day with her. She's probably very excited to get to do this with her DAD. Looks like you've made a great start in getting over your ex. Keep it dark with her and time will do the rest. Good luck 1
Author Seth0194 Posted September 20, 2015 Author Posted September 20, 2015 Sorry to hear this man Glad you're still going though with your daughter. I probably wouldn't be able to stomach it. My girlfriend was supposed to be living with me in the apartment i moved into about ~3 weeks ago, the hardest for me is being here alone at night knowing she was supposed to be here.. All the best and I hope you enjoy the game I can understand that, I really do. Stay busy, try to watch a new series on tv, if not into tv read a new book. Night time is always hardest on me as we would always lay in bed before going to sleep, talk, goof around sometimes it turned into hours and some of the best moments I remember are at night just laying in the dark her and I. Also talk about it, its what these forms are for. As for my daughter, yea, I am waiting on her to finish getting ready now. Going to make it the best day I can, take lots of pics and hope I can put this down as a good memory and not some upset one. Have a good day all, be safe. 1
Marc878 Posted September 20, 2015 Posted September 20, 2015 As for my daughter, yea, I am waiting on her to finish getting ready now. Going to make it the best day I can, take lots of pics and hope I can put this down as a good memory and not some upset one. Have a good day all, be safe. You could not have been luckier if you had tried. It's perfect!!!
Oregon_Dude Posted September 20, 2015 Posted September 20, 2015 Congrats on officially closing the book, as of TODAY! I know how you feel. Ex and I were supposed to go to a concert for her b-day. I took my good friend instead, and the show was somewhat bittersweet. Dude, you have a daughter that you love who is your LIFE! Have a blast at the game today. You're gonna be just fine. Women LOVE men with kids. Apparently there's nothing hotter than a good dad. You're doing awesome. Keep chugging forward! OD
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