crazychick Posted May 16, 2005 Posted May 16, 2005 I just need to vent. My ex is an idiot. He sent me all of these emails about what happened last week (he had this girlfriend who he never told me about, the whole time he was calling me and then she called me and blah it was a mess) basically saying how horrible he feels and that it made him uncomfortable too, and that he's not over me. Well, not over me except he is living with this girl, so to me it sounds like he is over me but what do I know. Does he actually expect me to feel bad? I didn't respond to him at all, so Saturday he calls me. And he leaves me a message saying he didn't mean to hurt me, blah blah blah and that he hates how our relationship is now, can't we be friends, etc. I don't want to be friends. If he had a girlfriend, why didn't he tell me? Because he wanted to have his cake and eat it too. I am not stupid. I know what he is doing. I don't want any part of it. I loved him, and we broke up. There was no reason for him to lead me on like that, and the whole thing was me being sad thinking that oh maybe there is a chance, maybe we would get back together. Little did I know that when we broke up he was already screwing around with this person, and making me feel like crap about it. And treating me like the break up was my fault! When he really just wanted to be with this other person. Honestly, it took a few days for me to get really mad about this but now I just feel like punching him. UGH. Thats all. I just wanted to get it out!
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