Not sure about what i should do

[Bygone]

m 17 and today i met again a girl, met for the first time on holiday four years ago.i felt love for her first time i seen her.i'm a friend for her, she told me this first time i let her know what i feel really.i met her for a month ion holidays in a near place, but she lives in my same city but when im home she never text me. In holiday instead shes always with me, this last year more more less. This since four years, after my declaration too. I met her for a month ion holidays in a near place, but she lives in my same city but when im home she never text me. In holiday instead shes always with me, this last year more more less.but when she see me in town she hugs me strongly and start to talk, on public too (with friends and so on) . I dont know, she's different. My life goes on, i have relationships and all ok but when icstart rhinking her i know it's her i relly want.today i call her for a thing she has to give to me and i started sweat. Shw came with a pair of girls and i was with a friend..my hands started shaking and i was unsure with moves,clumsy. I never felt like this before..really nervous.i never go in panic, i can almost always stay calm in every situation. She has been leaned with an hand on my leg for the whole time. I'm afraid i made a bad impression.then i told my friend if i looked upset and he asked me what happened to me,told me my hand was really unsure and looked like i was in panic.when she was going she told me sometjing like "we're gonna take a coffe" , meant with the other 2 girls, and then she winked to me.thats strange because it was in the late night, about 9 pm,strange time for a coffe.before i met her i told to her if she wanted a coffee and gimme that thing.i forgot about school so she told me she was coming in the nightwhat she meant? She was kidding me or want to take that coffee? and start to talk, on public too (with friends and so on) . I dont know, she's different. My life goes on, i have relationships and all ok but when i start thinking her i know it's her i really want.today i call her for a thing she has to give to me and i started sweat. Shw came with a pair of girls and i was with a friend..my hands started shaking and i was unsure with moves,clumsy. I never felt like this before..really nervous.i never go in panic, i can almost always stay calm in every situation. She has been leaned with an hand on my leg for the whole time. I'm afraid i made a bad impression.then i told my friend if i looked upset and he asked me what happened to me,told me my hand was really unsure and looked like i was in panic.when she was going she told me sometjing like "we're gonna take a coffe" , meant with the other 2 girls, and then she winked to me.thats strange because it was in the late night, about 9 pm,strange time for a coffe.before i met her i told to her if she wabted a coffee and gimme that thing.what she meant? She was kidding me or want to take that coffee

[popcornpuff]

Well, I don't understand what you're trying to say at all. Wanna try that again?

[preraph]

The most important thing I got out of this is that you did tell her how you feel early on, and that she told you that you are her friend. Of course, this probably means that you are only her friend, not anything else. But her hand on your leg and her teasing you about coming over at night are somewhat encouraging. However, if she really meant to do that, she would have come alone, not with friends, I think.

 

Do not make up excuses to see her. If you want to see her, call her and ask her out on a date. It's not good that she isn't texting you, but maybe you are confusing her with your texts or something like that. Do not worry about it. Call her and ask her if she wants to go for a date and just see what she says. She may say "We are just friends," or she may say yes.

 

You are very nervous around her, and that is not attractive, so try to be calm and act confident when around her. And if you can't, you may not be ready to really date her. Maybe you just need a couple more years to get self-assured. Good luck.