kenmore Posted September 10, 2015 Posted September 10, 2015 Here I am in a hotel room on a business trip for my new job. Not only learning new things and enjoying every minute but finally feeling better about myself and more confident. The most time I have spent in hotels lately was on vacations with my ex. Often with her daughter, sometimes even with mother-in-law. That was fun, sometimes a bit awkward but it never was too much so, and those are my more recent hotel memories. Usually I felt pressured. Now I'm alone and it's kinda awesome! This room has two queen size beds. I slept on the left half half of the right one last night (old habits), tonight I decided to sleep in the middle of the left one. Why? Because I CAN!! I can watch what I want to watch. I watched the 5th element with Bruce Willis tonight. She never would have gone for that! I COULD! I can eat what I want when I want, I can go to sleep when I feel like it's time and I can shower, shave, sh*t whatever, whenever I feel it's time because it's what I WANT! No griping, no pushing, no "hurry up, we need to use the bathroom too", no "we feel like watching this penguin movie! :mad:" This will be a short euphoria. I know that, I'm not stupid. I'm just trying to make the best of this feeling. I even entertained thoughts of bringing a lovely lady into the room...but it's not so easy under the circumstances. Yeah, I know it's still a form of thinking about her, but at least it's positive for a change! Ken 1
lawbstar Posted September 10, 2015 Posted September 10, 2015 Congrats! It sounds like you are doing quite well! 1
Author kenmore Posted September 11, 2015 Author Posted September 11, 2015 Thanks you two, tonights room has a whirlpool tub right next to the bed! Awesome!! 1
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