Winnzy Posted September 7, 2015 Posted September 7, 2015 My boyfriend of six years just broke up with me today on my 27th birthday. We shared our entire life together. We moved away from our home town to a big city four years ago, just ourselves and the dog. Recently we've fought more than ever, the littlest thing would set him off. I'm not the easiest person to be around so I know I can get under his skin but I don't intentionally try to get a rise out of him. Most times when I sense his temper coming I remain quiet and either walk away or just shut my mouth. He usually keeps going and comes back to yell and cuss some more. Last night as we were in the car on our way to my birthday dinner, I caught a whiff of cigarette smoke on his hands. We recently quit smoking cold turkey two months ago. At least I did. I know he had a cigarette because I could obviously smell it on him. He lied to my face about it and played it off like I was starting a fight, which I wasn't. I just wanted him to be honest with me and tell me the truth. I would understand if he told me he was having difficulty quitting. After all, I was also a smoker. He flipped out, told me to shut the **** up, and got out of the car. I texted him I was sorry and I won't bring it up again, but he refused to come back and move past it. So I went home. We recently lost the dog 5 weeks ago to cancer. He was my baby. I have been an emotional wreck since then. I just scored an amazing job opportunity two months ago so I've been working my ass off which I don't mind because it takes my mind off my loss. Then the weekend comes and I'm a mess, missing my sweet boy so much. I was looking forward to this weekend because we actually had plans to get away and relax and to celebrate my birthday. Instead, he had the balls to call everything off, crush my heart and leave me to be alone on my birthday. I'm just beside myself at this point because I don't know who he is anymore. Six years with someone and I am dumbfounded by the nerve of some people. Six years I've wasted on a guy that isn't who I thought he was. I don't know what to think at this point.
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