realmly Posted September 3, 2015 Posted September 3, 2015 It's been two months since we spoke, and about a month since things officially ended. (We had stopped talking after a big fight, and then he called a month later to officially end it) Anyways, After we stopped talking is when I felt the break-up hit me. I was a mess, wasn’t eating, crying, not sleeping etc. Then I slowly came to terms with things. After that, when he made it ‘official’ – the break-up hit me again, I was back to the not eating, crying etc phase. I’ve now come to the not feeling anything again. I’m not sad, not happy, not angry (havn’t been angry at all actually) – just this feeling of nothingness. However, I’m not sure if I’ve still accepted the break-up or not. It’s weird. There’s been no contact since, but I still check his social media often (he deleted me from everywhere, but his Twitter is still public). I still analyze our relationship all the time, and find myself in panic mode when I convince myself that the failure of our relationship is all my fault. I get extremely anxious when I see a picture of him. The thought of him is frightening. But there’s a lack of emotion and the inability of knowing what I feel. I don’t know if I’m sad, happy, relieved or upset that he’s not in my life anymore. But I’m worried that I feel nothing because this is the calm before the storm. It’s been two months now… is it possible that it will hit me hard soon?
Samuel_22 Posted September 3, 2015 Posted September 3, 2015 It's been two months since we spoke, and about a month since things officially ended. (We had stopped talking after a big fight, and then he called a month later to officially end it) Anyways, After we stopped talking is when I felt the break-up hit me. I was a mess, wasn’t eating, crying, not sleeping etc. Then I slowly came to terms with things. After that, when he made it ‘official’ – the break-up hit me again, I was back to the not eating, crying etc phase. I’ve now come to the not feeling anything again. I’m not sad, not happy, not angry (havn’t been angry at all actually) – just this feeling of nothingness. However, I’m not sure if I’ve still accepted the break-up or not. It’s weird. There’s been no contact since, but I still check his social media often (he deleted me from everywhere, but his Twitter is still public). I still analyze our relationship all the time, and find myself in panic mode when I convince myself that the failure of our relationship is all my fault. I get extremely anxious when I see a picture of him. The thought of him is frightening. But there’s a lack of emotion and the inability of knowing what I feel. I don’t know if I’m sad, happy, relieved or upset that he’s not in my life anymore. But I’m worried that I feel nothing because this is the calm before the storm. It’s been two months now… is it possible that it will hit me hard soon? It may, It may not...it is highly dependent on you...if you keep analyzing things, or go to her twitter account and check her crap.... it is going to hit you badly... if you go NC, throw anything that reminds you of the relationship away, visual or not...then you are going to be fine, and you will find a really better and more attractive girl soon...there are going to be what I call roller coaster of emotions, but believe we have all survived and healed, so will you...
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