Lovelife789 Posted August 24, 2015 Posted August 24, 2015 Troubled I need help. I have been dating my BF since I was 17 years old(now 21)We have had some pretty rocky times but other than that I am completely in love with him. A few months ago I started hanging out with a new group of people and really experiencing "college life" for the first time. This lasted for about a month. During this month it was pretty much one big party. I was drinking a lot, going on trips, etc. I met a boy that I seemed to have a "crush" on. We hung out during this time and things would go too far (never sex) considering I had a boyfriend back home. During the time I just did not think anything of it but looking back I have no idea who I even was then. It was completely out of character for me. Up until this point I had been the most loyal and faithful girlfriend. Thinking back it makes me sick And I can't even imagine doing it again. Months later and I am consumed with guilt every single day. I haven't told my BF because I really don't want to lose him or hurt him. He truly is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. Share
cessna Posted August 24, 2015 Posted August 24, 2015 Sounds like my ex. She went to uni and we lasted about 18 months of her being there, three years altogether. I have no indication that she cheated and I really don't think she did but she clearly felt that having a boyfriend was somehow not letting her live the uni life to the max. Are you really sure you still want to be with your boyfriend whilst you're at university?
Author Lovelife789 Posted August 24, 2015 Author Posted August 24, 2015 I'm positive I still want to be with him. I have no desire to do these things ever again. I think it was just something I had to experience, I don't really know. But it wasn't worth it I'm just afraid now I've ruined a great relationship for selfish reasons
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