jhonche Posted August 11, 2015 Posted August 11, 2015 first sorry for my bad English . ---------- okay so my story goes like that , i loved a girl almost 5 years since i have been 14 , today i am 20 years old , it never felt for me as a teenage love . anyway when we were at high school , at the last year , suddenly my Ex became friend with my GF . from there things kept on changing , before she came , we loved each others so much , and nothing could ever had stand between us . after she came , my gf became slowly a person that i dont want to be near him , she became a copy of my ex . How she dress, Talk , Even ****ing eat . so i needed to stop this chaos , i went to her one day and i told her either me or her ! she said " of course you " buy guess what although we had loyalty and trust between us , this time she lied to me , she didnt get away from my ex , she even became closer . how i knew ? well i didn't want to see my love falling apart so i have been in touch with my ex all the time to stopping her from destroying my gf ( but my gf did not know that) anyway one day a friend of mine come to me and says , " i hear many rumors and strong ones about your gf , is she seeing her classmate ?" by then i didn't really give it a lot of attention because i loved her more than anything and she did too.. so i skipped it like nothing happened . by the time , things were getting even more weird she began doing things behind my back and when i figure out she find an excuse and sometimes apologize for doing so . i have giving her a lot of chances because she have been the one for me , and i could not stand being away from her even one minute , i have been simply addicted to her . one day i saw her and her classmate very close to each others , that if you saw it you would say he is differently kissing her ( i did not see it clearly ) i went to her and asked , why are you doing this to me , she answers with tears - you deserve someone better , you have been always loyal to me , you loved me so much and in return i did a lot of mistakes in return - i don't deserve you . by those words i understood only one thing "she cheated on me " - she didn't admit it till this day , every time i asked her she answers " i loved you so much - buy i cant be with you " and that **** drove me crazy ! like you did the mistakes and am coming here to open new page!! whats wrong with that, and in return the same answer ! "MOVE ON " and i did , right now am at perfect job , and soon starting my academic studying , but i still love her and i have not been with anybody for ****ing two years , just going on party's and having fun and thats it . there are many great girls and people i know around me , but my heart refusing Anyone else than her! its just like an virus to me , it has been almost year and half i did not speak to her and seen her and am still crazy about her . before we have been talking from while to another but in the last 6 months i have not heard from her anything , and i did not send any message . but every single night i watch the "online whats-app " thing and i just getting crazy to talk to her , but every time i want to write to her , i close my phone so i avoid doing it . and right now am going to another country , a lot of things going to change , and am not afraid from a CHANGE , but i still love her and that what is bothering me . do you think i should talk to her? or just to keep moving and waiting for time to do his job?
RocketQueen Posted August 11, 2015 Posted August 11, 2015 As hard as it is I would just keep moving on and truly accept that it's over, holding on to a tiny bit of hope of getting back together is holding you back. You seem to have a lot of exciting times ahead. Sometimes we prolong the process hoping for a different outcome and we can waste so much time and let months slip by. Good luck xx
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