CryMeARiver Posted July 24, 2015 Posted July 24, 2015 So I had a sleazy man in my life who cheated from day one, and when caught left me for a woman he had been sleeping with for at least 3 months. All the time I was with him, he was sweet and helpful and I was so hopeful despite my inner core screaming hurt was coming. It's been 6 weeks. He is obviously in love with this new woman. Although I know he lied, used, and cheated...and I know if he came crawling back this very second I could never take him back. Yet, I find myself missing him. Longing for him. Thinking of something Id like to tell him he might appreciate hearing then realizing what happend and I will never talk to him again. Dreaming of him. I just want I let go and move on. I find myself hating him and loving him still. Wondering if there is anyone out here who will turn my head again and make me feel the way I did again before I realized this man had no feelinga or respect for me whatsoever. And what puzzles my heart so much is he is so very happy with someone else. And she seems it as well even though we found out about each other at the same time. How can he forget I existed? I can't help but to feel if I was younger, better in bed, more fun, prettier...he might have loved me.
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