Jess xx Posted May 5, 2005 Posted May 5, 2005 My ex cheated on me, it wasn't a straightforward break up because he lied to me about the facts of the affair(making out it was less serious than it was) and basically it has taken me the last 6 weeks to unravel my suspiscions to find out the truth...it had been going on for months. I was shocked and have been feeling awful, as most of you understand...however in the last conversation I had with him he said he now realised it was me who he wants and he is through with her. Obviously Im thinking this is another lie but although I have walked away I just feel like they are more than likely together now without any complications, me, and I feel like I want my ex to realise the mess he has left behind. Also my ex is the type of guy who says he cannot be without me yet hasn't been in contact for a week.....my god the more I type I realise he is a sociopath! I think the hardest thing when you start NC is accepting you don't know what is happening in their lives anymore..the curiosity can mess with your head! Thanks just needed to sound off while Im supposed to be working!
Author Jess xx Posted May 5, 2005 Author Posted May 5, 2005 Have just read 'Do you really think contacting your ex is going to help you...' Enough said! I should have read it before I sent my post!
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